Turn Away | c.h

Chapter 50 - Performance*

Lol the next 2 chapters are lowkey very smutty... enjoy

I nervously pushed my hair back from my shoulders, trying to tame my nerves. Calum sat outside the bathroom on my bed, shirtless and with a hard on as I pep talked myself to return back to him. It was simple, all I had to do was walk back into my room, slip off my dress and reveal my new set of lingerie, especially bought for him. But I couldn't seem to find the courage.

I must've been sobering up- god this was useless. Confident me was so rare, I should've taken it for granted whilst it was happening.

I turned around, gently pushing open the bathroom door and making my way back to my bedroom. Calum laid on my bed, sitting up straight. His jeans had slipped down, his member constricted against the tight denim. But even then, I could see it well and clear. He looked up at me, brown eyes glowing as he looked me up and down.

"I thought you were gonna leave me here to my own devices." He mumbled, an amused smirk on his swollen lips, that were still red from kissing.

I stood there, the faint music playing in the background as I ran my fingers down my thigh. All I had to do was pull the thin fabric over my body; I was overrating. Calum had seen me naked plenty of times, this was only a piece of clothing.

So I gently began tugging the item off my body, slowly moving it up my thighs. Calum rose an eyebrow, shifting closer towards the edge of the bed to get a better view. I stared at him as I moved the dress higher, until I pulled it off completely. I let it fall to the ground as I stood in front of Calum, in nothing but my black set of lingerie. He looked me up and down repeatedly, his hand moving to the back of his neck, eyebrows slightly raised.

"Shit... I knew you were planning something, but not this." He said, causing me to softly laugh.

"Turn around for me."

I did as he said, confidentially turning around so he could see me from all angles. He wore a small smile, obviously pleased in me with my choice of lingerie.

"Stella... You're breathtaking." He said, voice low as I began making my way to the bed. Cal looked up at me as I moved onto my knees, crawling towards him. I could tell he was lost on what to do; for once I was the one running the pace, and though it was very refreshing, it only made me realise how fucking intimidating it was. When I had this incredibly experienced man under me, it reinforced how much more confident I needed to become. He clearly enjoyed this side to me- I wanted to show him more of it.

I moved above him, watching as his back pressed against the mattress, hands moving to my thighs.

"You don't understand how hot this is." He mumbled, reaching up to place his palm on my cheek. I couldn't help but smile down at him, leaning into his hand. He slowly moved it downwards, trailing his fingertips across my soft skin. His eyes followed his hands, as mine rested on his abdomen. Calum continued his hand lower, gently tracing across the lace fabric of my bra, purposely avoiding my nipples. I watched him closely, as his hand moved along my stomach, and down to my waist.

"I could happily touch you forever." He sweetly said, looking back up at me. I leant down slowly, moving my hair to the side before I kissed him. Calum immediately placed his hands on my cheeks, kissing me passionately. My body moved up against his, the hardness of his member clearly pressing up against my thigh. So I teasingly moved my hips a little lower, purposely rubbing up against high waist. He heavily breathed against me as I gently moved my lips to the corner of his, trailing my kisses down to his jawline to gain another reaction from him. But Calum guided my lips back to his, refusing to let me run the pace any longer.