The room 102 - z.m fics

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I dressed up quickly, I didn't want him to wait for me or to look to much to my walls and see that there wasn't any photos of me and my boyfriend..supposed boyfriend. I decided to wear a normal outfit that I use to go walk with my dog, I didn't want to go all sexy and make she think I'm a way better than her. Honestly I don't think she is better than me or me better than her. Every human is different and deals with the things in a different way, all of us. We can't say that we are better than others. I mean, that's just how a girl called Christine thinks.
  - okay! I am ready! - I showed up in the living room. He had Bob sleeping in his lap.
- oh. You..you..you look great.
- It's just a simple outfit. So can we go ?
- Yeah. Will you take him with us ? - he looked at my dog.
- of course! If I can, of course.
- I didn't think that we would take this..Bob when we came here but let's go! - he smiled.
- maybe one day right ? - I picked my bag, checked if I had everything while Zayn came closer to me - you sure..you want to go ?
- Yes! Why..why not ?
- It's just..I felt you were kinda uncomfortable.
- It's not that. I mean, I make part of your past and now I appear in your life and I'm meeting your girlfriend ?! Imagine if I could..
WAIT! Christine, don't say what you are thinking right now or you'll ruin everything. " Imagine if I could do the same thing to you, you appear and I present you my boyfriend ? Who doesn't actually exist because I'm still do much broke that I can't date anybody else! "
  - if you could ?
   - nothing..lets go!
    I grabbed Bob and I opened the door for Zayn walk in. He passed by me with that
little smile..when he smile like that makes me wonder why I ever hated this world.

I got out of my house with  Bob on my arms and my heart on my throat. I was so afraid what could happen in the next hours, I had the feeling that could happen something bad. Don't ask me why.
- you will love her! - he said getting in the car - sometimes she makes me remind of you.
- really ? In which situations ?
- She takes ages to come to the table, she loves to read books about stories that aren't real, she has such a bad mood in the morning, she hates when you don't let her win in the games.,
- so I guess you're only talking about the bad things about me..
- if you think I forgot about how good you are, you're wrong.
  Not now Zayn. Don't do this to my heart right now.
- I am..sure..about that. - my hands started to shake and damn, how do I hate when I show how nervous I can be feeling.
- to be honest you live so near each other. Are you sure you aren't sisters ?
- No. I don't have anybody here in this city actually.
- Damn Chris..Bob must be feeling so sad about that.
- he is a dog, Zayn.
- I wasn't talking..about..the dog, Christine.
  WHAT A HE** ? AGAIN! My brain needs to stop sending this information to my mouth, I can't talk like that! Soon he will find its all false if I keep doing this!
- oh..Bob..my Bob.. - I laughed nervously - he doesn't live in this city, anyway, so.
- oh, where does he live ?
- Sacramento.
- Sacramento ?
  Damn. To go to Sacramento 2 hours aren't enough. What I just said ? I honestly I'm not ready to lie like that. I wasn't born to lie about love or relationships but what can I do now ?!
- yes. Why ?
- nothing..nothing..I think it's just..a bit far.
- some times it's better far and love than being close and don't give a single damn about being together.
Zayn stayed quiet, just driving the car where it was pretended to go. With his little smile on his face, he stayed on that way until we arrived. I guess maybe I said the stupidest or the most right sentence ever.
- we arrived! Her house it's the number 7.
  We got out of the car and his eyes were shiner that before. That broke and fixed me at same time. How ? I still don't know.
- MY BABY IS HERE!
  I listened a female voice opening the door. It was her. Tany. Her skin was pale as snow, her beautiful green eyes could make everybody fall in love and her black straight hair..was so beautiful. She was skinny and tall, as tall as Zayn. She was wearing a simple red dress with white hells. And God, I felt nothing compared to her. I was just a simple girl, I was wearing my blue adidas hoodie and my black leggings. My curly hair wasn't even that curly in that afternoon, my make up wasn't done in the best way. My nails were half done half destroyed. I felt like I was Pluto and she the sun. She could keep him warm while I was in the back of everything.
Between their huge hug, she looked at me and automatically stopped.
- OH GOD! You must be the lovely Chris! Come in! It's such an amazing pleasure to meet you! - she gave me two kisses and a big hug. - and what a cutie little dog that you have!
  She was so lovely, actually I wasn't expecting that from her.
- Sit down! I'm gonna bring you some cafe.
- no no, I am okay.
- let me do something for you.
  You would if you could give me your boyfriend, what you think ?! Thoughts, only thoughts.
- okay maybe an orange juice. - I smiled
- I love orange juice! One minute.
- see, - Zayn put his arm on my back - I told you she would love you!
- yes. I guess you are with the right one.
- Yeah..I am. But I am sure so is you.
I smiled, waiting to laugh and hate myself..everything mixed in one. He didn't deserve any lies but I couldn't do a big thing. Maybe he would never find out.
- So! - Tany came with the juice - You are Chris right ?
- yes! I am Chris.
- how old are you ?
- I'm 24.
- awww you're a way younger! Can you guess my age ?
- I really have no idea..
- I am 28, incredible no ? Zayn thought I was 18 when we met! - they laughed looking at each other. Luckily I had Bob on my lap. - and what do you do sweetie ? I heard you saved my boy so I wanna thank you for that.
- I am a nurse, that's what I always try to do but I really didn't..
- oh Gosh id love to become nurse but sadly I never followed my dreams. Do you like it ?
- I don't have another choice, right ?! But yeah it's such a good job.
- SO! - Zayn interrupted - let's not talk about hospitals now..Chris was going to take her boyfriend but he is working today..
- that's so nice that you have somebody, a girl like you deserve a boy!
- thank you so much and I say to you the same, Tany.
- thank you so much love! What's his name ? It would be great to invite him for a dinner!! When can he come ? I mean I know we almost don't know each other but i love to meet new people and it would be amazing if we could be the 4 of us in a dinner and maybe after go to a bar ! What do you think ?
  Great..no..this can't be happening. Why did I lied ? Why did I think that Cameran was cute ?! Maybe I wouldn't be there.