The room 102 - z.m fics

The movie

- Zayn.. - my hands were shaking after what I heard.
- no. I know what you will say. I know what are you thinking but I am alright, I'm okay now and I still have something to tell you.
- tell me, Z, just tell me everything.
- in the moment he caught me, he sat in my lap and made me promise that i would never grab it again, that I couldn't go to the our grandpa's house.. - Zayn teared a little - the heaven. Because he needed me and..also you needed.
- me ? Babe..babe I don't know what to say. Your brother has such a mature mind, he is so young and the way he thinks it's just..it blows my mind.
- I know, I know. Its crazy. I don't know if it's my impact on his life, he already saw me on my worse and I can't forgive myself for that.
  Zayn grabbed his head with his hands, looking down. It was awful to see somebody so special like him in that position. Do you know, when you love somebody the most and they feel completely sad ? That's one of the worse things in the world.

- Zayn.. I don't know what to do to cheer you up but I love you ok ? I love you a bit more each second. And I don't want to see you down, to see you feeling like this.
- I just want to be with you and I'm afraid of the littlest bad thing that can happen to you, I don't want to see you hurt because of myself.
- I was never hurt because of you..
- you said. - he interrupted me.
- I was lying. I was lying to show how brace I was..and stupid too.
  He looked at me, his eyes were red and looking tired. He wasn't crying anymore what was good but i couldn't stop looking at him and how much I wanted to calm his pain. It hurt more to saw him sad than thousand knives being threw to my body.
- come here. - he said opening his arms, involving my body in - I am sorry. I am just..
- you are just the best. We will do this together ok ?
- I love you. - he pressed his lips against mine. And I felt my sadness fading away.

   The minutes flew faster since that moment. We lunched together with Cameran, and it went well better then we thought. That little boy kept his eyes on his brother and stayed next to him the whole afternoon, he came to hug me for some moments what comforted my heart and made me laugh saying that my curly hair made him remember the clouds. Honestly I don't know why.
Zayn started to feel a bit better after playing with him, he was always happy around his brother.
  The dinner time arrived. Zi acted normal like everything was normal.

- hey my kids.. so how was the day ? - she said as soon as she arrived to zayn's room. We were watching tv in bed with Cameran.
- it was a cool day. - I said, afraid that anybody else could seem worried - we just watched tv, played games!
- yes uncle!! We saw a cool movie! - said Cameran. I looked at Zayn automatically. We were both afraid.
- oh yeah ? What was it about, love ?
- about a couple! Superheroes couple, it was so funny but too lame - he did a weird face like a kid eating soup for the first time - they were always kissing.
    Zi looked at us and me and Zayn smiles at each other.