The room 102 - z.m fics

The Stars are never brighter than US

After that moment, lived with so much love and pure admiration for each other, we were just laid down on the bed, looking at each other, touching each one's tattoos and smiling deep at each other. I looked to the clock in the wall, between two frames of us, what made me smile every time I was finding for know what time is it.
- Why are you smiling like that ? - he asked me.
- It's just our pictures, I just wanted to see what time it is..
- Yes. I did that on purpose, so you can smile every time in a day.
- Why are you so cute, even after...this ?
- Even after this.. - he moaned and came closer of me - what do you mean ? Can't I be cute now ?
- You can, I mean you always are but I wasn't expecting after being so hot.
- You must be drunk right now..you aren't making sense. Christine, I am hungry..wanna go down to the kitchen ?
- I am not drunk and I will prove it to you, Zayn. Of course, I make you waffles.
- That sounds amazing, my darling.

  We ran to the kitchen, between bites and laughs and small jokes and little run sprints which made me feel a completly loser but I could do nothing at all to win him. In fact, nobody can win him, specially in something so deep as the love. I never felt loved in my whole life until I found him, I found him and since the moment he told me those 3 little words, I changed as a person and a lover. I hope he never forgot that moment because it rised me as person. I couldn't believe I was finally his fierce, I couldn't believe I was with somebody so beautiful, inside and out as him.
- Let me cook for you!
- No Zayn, you are hungry and you already did enough for me today. Rest on outside, babe.
- Since when I leave you alone in this huge house? Never, that's why I brought this table here.
- Okay, you won again. - I smiled and let him help me with the paste - You always do.
- Nah, I am a loser sometimes. - He said leaving the paste in the frying pan - You know that.
- I never saw you loosing, never.
- I can mention you some things that I lost or how I lost.
- I bet you can't say four. - I pointed 4 fingers at him and he grabbed them, pushing me in the kitchen counter.
- One was you, two was when i lost all my hope to see you alive in that damn day, tree when you make me lose games and four..its just..
- See ? You can't say four and about those other ones..babe you never lost me and you never will. And the games, I am sorry I promise I let you win.
- What about the other one?
- When you lost hope on seeing me alive again? Yeah, I didn't understand that too well..
- I already had that feeling more than once, but when i was in Los Angeles trying to find you, I was so lost that I thought that you could had died or something that bad, are you understanding? It's just a awful feeling but it didn't stop me, from finding you.
- And you did the right thing, Zayn.

The pan gave us the alert, the waffles were ready, carefully we took them to a dish and carried it to the outside. We sat on that purple sofa, watching the stars shinning to us eating waffles together but I knew that the conversation wasn't over.
- Babe ? - he looked at me, interruping my thoughts and giving me another comfirmation that I was right.
- Yes angel ?
- Can i ask you something ?
- Of course you can.
- If we could invert our characters and I was the one to go to Los Angeles and you the one to search for me ?
- Babe, of course. I would do anything to find you. Why are you asking that?
- Sometimes I think about that when I see you sleeping, if you would do the same, to find me, alive or dead.
- Zayn I would give my life for you if you need, I would do that and as many things as you needed. But what made you think like that? I know you aren't this type of person.
- I was just having little flashbacks of everything I did for people and they didn't repay me back, I know you feel the same, maybe even more than me but it's awful, isn't ?
I sat closer of him, and he puts his head on my legs looking at me from down. I was caressing his hair and watching how his stars shine brighter than all those stars, it was so magically beautiful. But his thought about ungrateful minds coudln't be erased from my mind.
  While I was giving him nose kisses and filling him with how much I love him, my thoughts were focused on how ungrateful can be the people sometimes. Me and him pratically met the same people and none of them ever texted me when I left the city or even when my mom used to do something for television; he was right on being afraid for me not do the same he did, because in this sad world, we never know what can happen to somebody. We never know what's real and not but I wasn't like that and he knew, I kept reminding him each second that I was never like the rest.

- Thanks God you aren't like nobody I met before.
- I am glad for that as well, imagine if you could had chose somebody else.. - I giggled for a bit.
- I would never, silly, I knew since the day one you would be the one I would marry.
- And look at us now, under the stars, in our own house..with those beautiful rings on our fingers, well I could have eaten mine but that's okay..
He laughed caressing my skin.
- Sorry about that, babe, I didn't mean to scar you but to marry you.. - he kept showing that beautiful smile.
- You never scare me, babe, it was the most beautiful way somebody, like you, could ask me to marry them. Did you plan this ?
- Everyday, when you slept, when you were in the bath, where you were helping my mom with the food, when I was out of house and for real I made sure that you weren't around.. I may have looked like a fool but, I am just a fool for seeing you truly happy.
- I am a fool for you. But I am sure you looked as amazing as you truly are.
- You will never stop saying wonderful things about me, right?
- Never, not even when those stars stop shinning..
- They shine like you and by talking about stars..I chose the right house, didn't I ? It looks so beautiful here.
- Yes babe, you chose such an amazing house but the stars give all of this such a great vibe..
- Do you know what's the brightest thing about all of this? - I asked him, knowing that he was thinking about the answer already.
- I know, I know, my silly poet.
- Oh, you do this time..I was expecting that.
- You want to say, you, I mean me..this is truly confusing now but your thoughts aren't completed because me needs a you and you needs a me, we are the brightest over here, my love.
And he involved me in a slowly kiss in that sofa, where the lights started to get brigher and shinner than all those beautiful atoms around us that could never be compared of the light of a love between two human beings, stronger than all the lights together in the same sky. There's nothing stronger and brighter than a real love that could save a whole nation.