The room 102 - z.m fics

Because I love you

That made my heart melt in million different ways. Every time he talked with me in that way, I felt something in my body so extraordinary that I couldn't explain by words. Not even million books can.
  I smiled to him, imagining him and me taking care of our future kids. I couldn't stop and he noticed how these words made me feel.
- Do you want it, don't you ?
- I already replied to you about that, my love. - I said still smiling
- I want four..and I have names.
- Oh do you ?
- Yes. Can I say ? - he said covering our bodies with the sheets and hugging my cold body in the bed.
- Of course, babe.
- Destiny for the first girl. Hope, the second girl. Angelico for our first boy and..
- Wait - I interrupted him thinking about the first name - why..destiny ? Why the first daughter Destiny ?
- Why ? - he expressed a face that made me think that I wasn't understanding anything. - isn't this enough ? - he looked at our bodies hugging each other
- Babe..I am not..
  Slowly he got closer to my lips and he bit them, evolving them in a intense kiss. I wasn't understanding but it took me away from that moment, I didn't recuse, I didn't say anything else until he stopped.
- Destiny, our story is about destiny, don't you say that babe ?
- Yes, and I believe on that, but I wasn't just expecting that at all, I wasn't thinking you would pick this name for our first girl.
- You know..I'm an unexpected person, babe.
- I know and that's why I love you.
    I turned the lights off, seeing him leading his head in the pillow, thinking we would finally sleep. My eyes started to close and giving myself to sleep until I listened his voice turning me up again.
- babe..
- Yes ?
- Were you sleeping ?
- I don't fall asleep as fast as that but I was going to.
- Oh it's ok baby, sleep.
- But.. - I tried to find his hair at the bed, caring it - you can talk to me, babe. I am awake.
- Are you sure ?
- Of course, Zayn. - I turned the lights on again. - tell me.
- Remember what we talked in the car ?
- Oh.. - I knew he was going to remember that any minute. He wasn't the type of person to forget an important subject like that. - yes babe, I remember.
- You know what I'm talking about, right ?
- The fact that I said I wasn't sure that I wasn't the right person to you.
- Yeah..can you..tell me why ? I didn't get it, babe.
- I just felt like that, Zayn. On my eyes you deserve somebody better than me, somebody that can match with you on everything you do and are. Like when I met Tany, I looked at her and my first thought was "she's perfect for him". She is so sexy and beautiful, you can't say the otherwise, babe and I actually thought you had found the perfect one..I never felt like I was the right one but I know you think I am and I appreciate it, babe.
- Christine... - he sat in the bed looking at me with a look more serious. - Can I be honest with you ?
- Of course you can.
- Did I ever made you feel not good enough ?
- No. Not even once, Zayn.
- Did I ever made you feel like there was somebody better than you ?
- No.
- So now let me tell you something, Chris. - he held my hand tight - what matters it's how I make you feel. You studied Medicine and you know that brains sometimes give to the human bodies a certain pressure to destroy us but we can't care about it. We need to be strong enough to overcome that feeling, and you can do this. She is sexy and beautiful but it's not you and I already told you that and I'll always tell you..I didn't care how she can look alike. You're the most beautiful human being in your messy hair, black leggings and large sweaters or even in pajamas or with that ripped jeans that you say your ass doesn't fit into - we giggled a bit - or when you are wrapped in a tower after your bath, or when you caught rain and you hate how your hair looks alike, even at those moments that your make up start to fade from your face and you recover it million times in the day.. Christine, you're beautiful and you're more than enough to me and you know why ? Because I love you.