The room 102 - z.m fics

What love Is

- yeah..we are. - I said a bit confused thinking on what Zi said.
- He is sleeping like a little angel, it's all good.
- thank you love. - Zi kissed Zayn's hand - well.. I am tired too, we talk tomorrow. Thank you for the company, Christine. Have a good night!
- good night!
- want a tea, babe ?
- no..no. I'm good.
- is all good ?
- yeah..yeah all good.
- humm..c'mon talk to me. I can see some sadness in your eyes. 
   This is the part I hate on him: I just can't hide anything from him. He knows everything about anything.
- no, babe. I'm good..just thinking about..
- your parents ?
- Yes..no.. Forget , how's the tea ?
- Chris you know you can't fool me.
- Zayn, can I ask you something ?
- sure you can
- Tany cheated with you right ?
- babe..why are
- just say
- yes! She did, I told you.
- how many times ?
- 3, 4..
- damn. Do you know those boys ?
- but why are you asking ?
- why aren't you replying ?
- I know one only, not the rest. This boy called Simon drew me some tattoos but I don't know the rest.
- where ?
- do you want to get a tattoo ?
- yeah..I want.
- babe, what's you plan ? Kill them ?
- actually was to kill her but.. - he looked at me serious - for real Zayn, it was but if you want, we can start for the boys.
- c'mon babe, where are you trying to go ?
- I just wanted to know what are the stars she traded by the moon.
- you know that I love you more than anything but I know it wasn't that..
- Zayn, I swear it was. I just wanted to know the bullshit she found, I just still can't believe she did that to you. You don't deserve it.
- babe, come here. - he opened his arms and I sat on his lap, it was like sitting in a could, so soft. The safest place in the world. - what matters is that you are here with me now, and noting can change that.
- how did you felt ?
- when I found out ?
- yes..I'm sorry but I just talk too much at night.
- and I love when you talk too much at night. But..which time actually ?
- the first..
- I wanted to leave her but she hugged me and told me to never tell anyone about it and that she would be the best girlfriend ever. But I knew it would happen again because who cheats, cheats twice or more. I just stayed there because I hadn't other place to go, I was already broken so what could make me worse..
- but you never discussed about it ?
- yes babe, a lot of times. After sex, we always had some deep talks that ended up in arguments.
- after .. ?
- yes. - he laughed - why do you think I needed her ? - he kept laughing
- you are so silly but yeah, I kinda understand.
- but don't worry, sex isn't the same as love. And love, I can promise, I only did it to you. When two people have sex, they are only giving their bodies to each other..but love, is giving your entire soul to that person.
- when did you learn that ?
- actually, when I found her..I thought I would be able to love somebody but it was just sex, it didn't give me that feeling that a kiss from you does or a look from your beautiful brown eyes do or when you hold my hand when we sleep. It wasn't nothing like that.
- I hope that feeling lasts forever because I will never stoping looking to you, holding your hand or kissing you.
- so why aren't you kissing me with your small doll lips ?
I shut him up with a kiss.
Zayn always amazed me with his speeches. You can talk with him about the simplest subject ever but he always uses the most powerful and beautiful words that you know for describe something so simple and random.
He is special. But the truth is that I couldn't stop about the gang that Zi was talking to me about it. I spent the whole night with her words in my mind.  I needed to find those people, I needed to know who they were.