The room 102 - z.m fics

Is it my fault ?

- I want you to know that it's not your fault. I pushed them away. Imagine my whole family seeing me in a early morning seeing me leaving my house because their boy wanted to find his girl. Imagine for how it was for them..then my aunt and parents came here to find that I was alone in an apartment, with not much money or hope in life.
  But..it was never your fault, I could keep continuing with my life. I also pushed people away and don't feel bad because you did. Actually, they never missed you, and I couldn't keep my life around people who never talked about you for once. That was making me feel crazy. I had to find you and I did, that's everything that matters right now. No more past, tears, bad feelings, depression, anxiety. We have each other.

- And..do you think we can keep it ?
- we can, and we will okay ? It doesn't matter how many time we lost but how many time we will have.
- I promise you this, I will give you everything that I made you lose. - I said kissing those lips that are only mine.
- And I promise you the same. - he kept looking at my eyes for seconds until he laughed out of nowhere - look..remember when you went to your grandparents old roof ?
- of course! How can I forget the place we had our first kiss ?
- you didn't forget..
- do you think I would ?
- no..no..I went there after you left. And was..kinda bad. I talked to the stars about you. BUT tonight, we gonna get there again!
- what ? Where ?
- to our roof! But right here..we just need to open my window and we will be there. You wanna do it ? Wait, what about a dinner ?
- a dinner in the roof ? You're so crazy..but I love you.
- I love you more. - we kissed - deal, I know that was a yes so I'm going to tell Zi. We have a date in the roof, baby!