The room 102 - z.m fics

The reason

- I am hungry. - Cameran said.
- Camy..we are almost there. - Trisha tried to comfort him - come here. - he went to her lap - Christine needs to rest, okay love ? So try to don't think on that.
- I am sorry, Chris..
- no no, don't say sorry love. Look, I think I have something here in my bag. - I searched for my bag to find a pack of chocolate cookies. - Here you have! - I gave him.
- Cookies!!!! - he said in the cutest way. - Thank you Christine! - he kissed my cheek. - you are lucky, brother.
- what ? - Zayn asked after Cameran looked at him, happy for be eating cookies.
- you..are..lucky. - he said eating the cookies.
- Why am I lucky ?
- Your girlfriend is as sweet as you, I'm happy.
  That put a smile in our faces, we couldn't contain ourselves, not even Trisha or Yaser, the ones who were watching everything happening. It was just the most adorable view to see a little boy eating chocolate cookies happy in his mom's lap. It was impossible to not smile at that view. And it was the same view that made me go back to this morning: the pregnancy test.
What if he was right ? What if I should test it soon and see what was happening inside me ? I was never pregnant, I never experienced nothing like that so I didn't know that much about being pregnant. I knew some people used to throw up a lot, change their humor in simple seconds, eat every minute but I didn't know what to expect from my body and mind. I didn't know myself as a mother, sometimes not even as myself.
- the car is moving babe.. - Zayn woke me up from my thoughts - we are finally going home. Is everything alright ?
- I was just..thinking. I'm okay, and you ?
- if you are feeling good, then I am feeling good. That's how I work, baby. Can I ask you something ?
- Sure, sunshine.
- will you go to hospital today ?
- I really don't think so, I don't want to go and see my mom being super dramatic again, I don't want her to act like she has been the best mother in the universe.
- you are right baby, I just wanted to know so I'd go with you.
- tomorrow I am going, Zayn so you can come.
- I am sorry to come in the conversation - Trisha said - but I also want to go. Don't you mind ?
- not at all, Trisha, I am sure I will need your hand while I am there. Thank you so much.
- If you need, I am here too. - Yaser said. - I know how you feel darling, in both ways.
  Yaser was a quiet man, he used to see me going to sleep in his own house and always commenting to Trisha about what had happened, he didn't want to see me sad, afraid, or worried. I never forget about one time that he almost killed my dad for seeing him hurting me and keeping insulting me, I ran to Zayn and Trisha, without knowing what to do when they were fighting. It totally made me feel scared but Yaser left my dad bleeding in the floor, nobody helped him to get up since he was rude to everybody and didn't want anybody to help him out. He slept in the street in that night while I kept crying the whole night hugging Zayn. And as always, he was there to protect me.

- I am really thankful for what you are doing for me.
- I think some things happen for a reason, right ?
- Trisha, your son uses to say completely the same.
- What that means, mom ? - Cameran said, eating the last two cookies.
- Son, it's something that mom can't explain. You just feel it.
- that's what love is, right ? Is that related with love ?
- you couldn't be more right, Camy. - I replied him. - that's how everything works.

  I kept looking to outside, resting my head in Zayn's shoulders, seeing the rain fall on the window, seeing houses, people, dogs, kids playing in the street. It looked like a normal day in Los Angeles but such a mess in my head.