The room 102 - z.m fics

Addictions

    There was times during the night that I kept crying for minutes, holding his hands, watching him sleeping. Nobody knew how afraid I was of losing him, we both were but I would never do something like that. My lungs don't allow me to breathe any drugs, I don't even drink that much, honestly i am not addicted to anything..with the exception of my cigarets and falling in love.

- Tell me.. - he kept pressing me.
- I am alright baby, we can go ok ?
- We go if you tell me.
- Yes..I cried, I cried because
- Because of me. Right ?
- No! No..it's not because of you.
- Zayn!! Christine! Can I come in ? - we listened Trisha's voice from the other side of the door. Zayn didn't want to let me open but I opened it. I was feeling good in that moment. At least..I could pretend. - hello my loves, are you getting ready ?
- We..
- Oh my God..Chris you alright ? You look sick..
- She is sick, mom. I think we shouldn't go.
- Yes yes for sure but what do you feel ?
- I just had a bad night but I'm better now. We can go, really! I'm going to get ready now, we are.
- Are you sure, love ? - Trisha caressed my face
- Yes Trisha. I'm good. - I smiled at her.
- Okay, we will go prepare the food and the rest of the things. If you don't feel good, interrupt us ok ? We will understand.
- Don't worry, and thank you very much.
      After smiles and hugs I closed the door. Zayn kept looking worried while I was preparing our clothes and my things to get a bath.
  - I am going to take a bath ok babe ?
  - I am going with you.
   - what ?
   - I am going to take a bath with you, babe. - he started to undress himself until the boxers was the only thing he was wearing. - can I go ?
   I smiled and I knew with a smile he already knew my answer. We hugged our naked bodies during the bath, like we were only one body, only one person. He washed my body by looking at every single inch of me and I did the same thing. His body was a masterpiece, there was art on every single place and nothing could fail.
  For more it looked like we were taking years looking at each other, we got ready in less than 20 minutes.

- are you sure you are ready ? - he asked me while I was putting my make up on so I would look better.
- Yes Zayn..I had a bad night, I didn't sleep, I am not sick.
- I am sorry if I couldn't let your head sleep but I promise you something..today I'll make your day amazing.