The room 102 - z.m fics

Love my son

- do you think he still around the city ? Are you sure ?
- Yes, he wouldn't come here and leave, Mrs Christine.
- Look.. - I started to have an idea of how could I be with him again - if you see him again, take him here, I will stay here for a while.
- Okay, darling.
- I will be waiting and if there's something more, you can give me a call. - I took from my pocked a little paper with my number. I always do that when I'm on hospital or not. - any hour ok ?
- Don't worry, I will. - he started to walk towards the door - it was a pleasure to meet you! - he made me a signal to come closer when he was opening the door - hey..you and the guy look really good. When's the wedding ?
- Thank you. - I giggled, feeling completely blushing looking at the floor.
- Have fun, darling, you deserve.
- See you soon, mr Francis!

  He waved to me and right after I saw him walking home, I closed the door, smiling but still thinking about what my dad thought on appearing in my house now. We don't see each other in long months but he never looked lost; if it was my mom, I wouldn't be surprised but he was always in the right mood when he was visiting me.
- so! - Zayn hugged me from behind - do you want to see your dad soon ?
- I don't know if I want, maybe I just need.
- I think it would make you feel better.
- Maybe not. There's always discussions, bad words being said every time we are together.. I mean, at least it how it used to be.
- Do you think it'll be different now ?
- A bit, yes. We used to get mad at each other because I was always alone and I didn't used to go anywhere, I was always between my job and home so he used to blame my mom because of that..what wasn't truth.
- Dads always like to blame moms when something bad happens, if they aren't living together anymore. Moms do the same thing.
- It wasn't nobody's fault. What could I do if I had nobody ?
- Yeah and there was me, trying to find a signal from you on every street while you were in your house studying how many bones we have.
- Guys.. - we heard Zi coming in the living room with Cameran - it's everything ok ?
- Yes. My dad came to my house a few days ago and he didn't see me, he was also really lost..my neighbor told me.
- Oh my God, I'm sorry love, I'm sorry you didn't see your dad.
- No, don't be. - I gave her a little smile - I am used to this.
- I just want you to feel good.
- I am, trust me, I am good.
- Chris! - Cameran finally told me something after staying looking at me straight in the whole conversation - do you want to play football with me and Zayn ?
- Oh I am..
- Yes! Yes! Yes! - Zayn gave him the reply while mine was going to be a little pure no.
- Are you still tired, Chris ?
- No love, I am good. Do you want to play ?

   We went to the garden and we made our own game. Yaser was reading the newspaper in the table and every time the ball could get near of him, he'd play with us. Trisha and Zi started to do the lunch singing. They were so happy.
I decided to quit the game and left Zayn playing with his brother alone.
- do you need help ? - I smiled at Trisha while she was doing the chicken salad. One of my favorites.
- Not at all, darling but thank you so much.
- Are you sure ?
- I am. I have something to ask you.
- Tell me.
- How did you find my son after 4 years ?
- We found each other. - I said while I could look at him through the window - I work in a hospital and he appeared there..Cameran was the reason, actually. He took me to his room. He just told me this morning.
- You know that you always were, to me, my favorite & right person to marry my son. I felt so bad when you both had to leave everything behind..I couldn't believe when he told us he was going to go to Los Angeles to find you.
- You saw everything right ?
- Me, Yaser and Cameran, even if he was just 2 years old. I never saw my son so lost as that moment and I let him leave because I know that in the end, love always win.
- I am so sorry if I did that to him and to your family. 
- Chris, darling - she put the knife in the table after finishing cutting cheese -  you didn't did anything, your mom did the right and the wrong thing. We have to think like a mom too, she wanted to give you a better life.
- Trisha, I had plans with Zayn, we had so much to live in England and she only saw her fashion business and nothing else.
- Have you seen her ?
- No.. she doesn't even know where I am, either my dad. She doesn't even call to know how her only daughter is feeling.
- Love - she hugged me - I want you to know that you are like a daughter to me, we can not talk a lot but I will start to come here more times and we can always chat on phone..you aren't alone, ok ?
- Thank you Trish, I don't even know how to repay you.
- By taking care of yourself and loving my son. - she smiled at me again - Now, go call our boys because we are going to lunch!