The room 102 - z.m fics

The Eclipse

- I can guarantee you the same thing. I remember that day so well, I slept on your sofa on that day ! Zi kept me awake until 5 am just to make sure I loved you.
- wait..what ? She did that ?
- yes Zayn..didn't she tell you ?
- no, not at all..when she come back, I'm gonna ask her!
- it has been years since, don't worry about it..in fact it was one of my best night convos I ever had.
- Now, I wanna listen everything. - he said while putting a piece of pizza in his mouth.

- throw back -
- Christine...Christine!
- what ? What ? I'm sorry if I made noise, I just needed more sheets.
- no, not at all. It's not because of that.
- Oh, tell me.
- I'm so happy for both of you, I knew this would happen one day. I knew! He always loved you, girl!
- Thank you so much - I swear I was more than blushed, how did she knew that, we just had a kiss - but how do you know ?
- don't you think I know Zayn ? He didn't tell me anything but he went to sleep so happy, I never saw this boy like this. Well, only when he went to Disneyland but nothing can be compared.
- yes..you're right. I just, I am a bit insecure.
- hey, sit down. Look, I know how it can be for you, having troubles with boys it's such a normal thing but Zayn isn't like the rest of them. I can tell you that. He also had some troubles and sometimes his sadness is so clear that worries me the fact he doesn't have a girl to be with. Those days the girls see a beautiful boy and they think he will ruin their lives but Zayn is beautiful inside and outside and that's what makes him who he is. Do you love him, right ?
- I do, I love him.
- so please, prove him that everyday. And he will be happy.

   It was so good to recording my past but at same time, painful. I could be better, I just wanted to turn back at time and give him everything that he deserved.
- I can't believe Zi said that..she was right but I never thought on that. We talked about you so many times after you left..
- I still feel so stupid, I'm sorry..
- don't say that anymore okay ? Don't. - he held my hand. - Do you know the theory of eclipse right ?
- of course but what are you trying to mean ?
- The sun can't be with the moon everyday, right ?
- Zayn, this is..
- right ?
- Right.
- do you think the sun thinks on how sorry it is for not being with the moon ? No. They make the earth see how powerful their love can be, they change earth for a couple of seconds when they face each other. And that's, that's beautiful. And before you asking what I'm trying to mean, just see yourself as the sun and me as the moon, let's forget what happened before or what will happen and focus on this moment, focus on how many beautiful things we can change while we are one.
- Do you know..how many lives you can change with that theory ?
- Ah my sweet Christine, I'm just myself.
- yes you are and I'm really grateful for that. Honestly I won't complain anymore about our past, we need to live the future. - I knew I would, I couldn't keep myself far from the past we had.
- you can promise me that ?
- you really love promises, don't you ? - we laughed. It was incredible the things I could do for this boy.
- I just love to make sure people are strong enough to handle a promise and I know, better than anybody, that you can do this. - he gave me his finger - so, pinky promise ?
- pinky promise.
- that's my girl. - he kissed our fingers - So.. did you like the pizza ?
- I did but I prefer the sandwich! It's more..you.
- oh so you only like what I create ? That's funny!
- why ?
- nothing, nothing..I'm just thinking on something.
- aw c'mon, I love your thoughts!
- on our future. - he looked at me with his shinning eyes. And I forgot about all the stars around.