The room 102 - z.m fics

Hided secrets in a bathroom

We stayed in bed, talking to each other, smiling, making plans that we didn't even come where they could come from and Zayn kept doing his smirk saying he would do anything to complete them as much as I was next to him. What made me stop for a moment.
- Wait..what do you mean..while I am with you?
- Babe..don't look so straight at me like I am a kid.
- I do look because I want you to always fight for what you want.
- What's the reason why if you aren't with me?
- I am with you.
- Yes but what if you wouldn't be..what would be the point of find a cool work, get a big house, make thousand plans for me, go to theater alone. Babe that wouldn't be me.
- That would be you because it's your dreams, it's what you want.
- But I will only be me if I am with you, Christine.

I stopped asking him anything more in that moment, I stopped questioning him about why he wouldn't fight for what he wanted if we weren't together because on that moment I saw it all, I understood it, I felt it on my own skin that we are not so different of each other.
- Why are you looking at me like that ? – he said, caressing my chin.
- You got me thinking about how..how that fits on me as well.
- What do you mean?
- I could be living my dream but you weren't there so..so why would it matter?
- So you understand me, right?
- I do.
- Why did you ask me so many questions and acted like you were mad?
- I wasn't mad. – I gave him a little smile. – I just wanted to get your points but now that I did, I won't ask anything more.
- You can ask me whatever you want babe, I love to hear you talking to me. – he kissed my forehead – and it's still early..
- Zayn, I got an idea.
- Tell me, love.
- Today I will go to theater with you, then cinema.
- Why? – he giggled at me messing with his hair.
- I want to be next to you when you are watching things so important on your life.
- Chris..
- Babe, I am serious..
- Come with me. – he started to walk away from my body and slowly getting up. I looked at him confused. – get up, lazy!
- Okay..okay..but the cinema isn't opened now, neither theater..
- Who talked about that? – he gave me his hand so I could follow him.

He opened the door, seeing if there was anybody awake and the answer was negative. Every light was off and all the doors closed, everybody seemed to be sleeping. He walked towards the bathroom and I was wondering what he would do there with me, I was just so confused. We get in and he grabbed me by the waist right in front of the mirror and right we were there, looking at us in the mirror.
- Babe.. – I started to say.
- Yes baby?
- What's this? – I tried to look at him but he pushed my head carefully so I could focus on what we were seeing in the mirror.
- Just look at us.
- I am looking, Zayn, my hair is a mess..
- You're offending my masterpiece, girl.
- What are you trying to mean?
- You told me that you wanted to be next to me watching the important things on my life, right?
- Yes, I said that.

He faced me, we were in front of each other with the mirror behind me so I could no more see us right there but only his beautiful face and shirtless body hugging my body.
- And you were, without even realizing..Babe, I don't need to go outside to see the important things on my life, I've got you. Now that's what matters to me, see you, feel you, know you are only mine and most important, know that you are healthy and happy.
- Zayn..Zayn, I love you but..
My sentence, my passionate sentence about how much I want to see him happy got stopped by a strong and deep kiss from his soft lips that always make my heart beat faster for the first seconds.

His hands started to leave mine and walk towards that pure place of mine that his hands know how to guide.
- Zayn..we are in the bathroom.. – I whispered to him while he was already giving small kisses on my neck that was making me really insane.
- Why are you..hiding..your pleasure..
- I.. I am..
And everything stopped making sense in that moment, in the moment we both closed our eyes and gave up on hiding, even if I was afraid if somebody could wake up for that moment I forgot it, I forgot about my worries and fears, I could forget about everything that I already had felt until that moment..
It was so much pleasure invading my mind and body while he was right there, with his hands on me, giving me little kisses, biting my skin in the most painful pleasure that somebody could feel. I was lucky, lucky for having a man who knew how to kill my sanity in the best way.

He smirked when I rested my head on his naked shoulder and from my mouth, a little moan came out making him smirk even more and getting faster, much faster. On my chest, my heart was jumping when I finished my moment.

- You..you..you want me to stop? – he whispered. 
I kissed him deeply, making his lips stop saying anything else. I was feeling so different of usual that maybe not even Zayn thought I would shut him up like that.
- I didn't know..this would get you like this.
- Is it too bad?
- It's too good, you're always too good. – he kissed me quickly, stopping it when he heard noises from outside. – they are awake.
- Oh God..did they hear?
- No..no..we weren't that loud.
- It's not impossible.
I started to look at myself in the mirror, checking if I was looking saint enough to walk outside like nothing happened.