The room 102 - z.m fics

The feeling of saving somebody

I didn't feel it was right to Trisha and Yaser stay just because of me, I hate to feel like that, like they won't do something they needed just because of me, even though they said they needed to stay and Zayn was really happy for that.

  I knew that their support would mean so much to me and they would follow me everywhere I would have to go, everywhere I needed to go. Since that moment, I had the idea of going back to London with them and Zayn, I wanted to go, I wanted to move on, to change my life in that moment. My dad's death was the main reason that made me think that I really needed to move on, I couldn't stay in Los Angeles more, I needed to change, to change my life, to change my habits.

-          Zayn, Trisha, Zi..I have something in my mind.

-          Tell us, love. – Zayn said worried, thinking it could be something bad.

-          I am thinking on moving to London again.

-          What ? – they all said at same time, surprised.

-          Babe..are you sure ? I mean, I gave you the idea but if you don't want, it's alright.

-          I want it and I am sure. I think this is the perfect time to move on now. I know the huge mess that it's coming if we stay here and I don't want that, neither you.

-          She is right. – Trisha said – but where are you thinking of going ?

-          When you go back there, I will company you with Zayn and Zi if she wants to go.

-          Of course love! We all will love that but won't you go to your dad's funeral first ?

-          Yes, I was thinking about it. I will go right after some days of that happening..I think that they will call me to announce the day when that will happen so a few days after, we can go.

-          Christine – Zayn grabbed my hands – are you really sure ? I want you just happy as you deserve and need to be.

-          Babe, I already mention this a lot of times and yes, I will be really happy there. I feel like I need to come back and have a new life. Zayn, I want to create a good family with you.

-          I am sorry to interrupt your love, but you are really lovely, you deserve each other.

-          Thank you so much, aunt Zi. I love her and I have so many ideas when we arrive in London, I just want her happy, looking at my baby growing up each day.

-          Don't make me blush, Zayn. – I said hiding my face on his shoulder. He hugged me really tight – I love you.

-          I love you more, girl. My girl.

-          Well Trisha, we should leave the love birds for a bit, right ?

-          I am so sorry. – I looked at them as I listened Zi's cute voice. – We just..lost each other.

-          Darling, I was completely used to see that happening when we were there, remember? You are a young couple, enjoy that.

-          We will. – Zayn said looking at my blushed face.

-          But look Christine, if you ever need something I am here, we all are.

-          I know that Trisha and I tell you the same. I promise.

-          Thanks darling. But we need to wash the dishes now ok ?

-          Do you need help ? – I got up of the sofa, ready to follow them.

-          No my love, just drink your tea that must be colder now and rest.

I smiled at them, seeing them going to the kitchen, drinking my tea that wasn't that cold and wasn't that hot. It was just in the perfect temperature. I loved teas, and this one really calmed me down.

-          You need the pill, babe ? – Zayn asked

-          Not anymore I think, I feel it's passing. Thank you.

-          Do you want to go walk around a bit ?

-          Is it raining ? – I looked at the outside and before he could answer, I found out that it wasn't. – It's not.

-          So can we go, right ?

-          Yes, let me just drink this and grab an umbrella.

-          But it's not raining.

-          I am just saving us – I drunk the tea, every little gout that was in the coup. – in case we need it. I also feel like I need fresh air.

-          We both need, babe.

I went to pick the umbrellas and the jackets while Zayn went to warn his mom that we would be out. I knew that Zi would warn her friend about us being around and I started to feel a bit worried if Zayn would see a strange man in that day there. He knew he would had to come but I hoped I wouldn't tell him why. For stranger that can seem, a ray of sunshine crossed our garden and we got out of home, still wearing big fluffy jackets and holding on our umbrellas.

-          I always wondered something about you..

-          What babe ?

-          Why do you like so much the idea of saving somebody's life ?! I mean..you always wanted to save somebody. I remember when you were younger, you told me "I want to save someone one day."

-          I can reply you but you need to promise me that you won't laugh like you did when I told you that.

-          I laughed and you know why ?

-          Why ?

-          Because it was funny to me to see you wanting something that you already had done.