The room 102 - z.m fics

The books I read

Monday, 21 February
   
   4 days had passed since I thought Zayn had killed that boy but he didn't. Text by text, Zayn found out that the guy didn't know who had hurt him and he would go out of the hospital in some days. I can see Zayn calmer than before, actually happier.
   But something still worries me. I left the bed, came to the garden to smoke a cigarette but that voice interrupted my worries.
- Christine..babe.. ?
- Yes love ? - I turned around my head and he was in his pajama with a sleepy face. His eyes were almost closing.
- What you doing here ? It's 4 am..
- I couldn't sleep. - I blew the cigaret once more. - but I am alright..
- I am not a nurse but..I know what can help. - he hugged me from behind leaning his chin on my shoulder, giving me small kisses on my neck. That made me giggle a little. - see ? I knew. - he said after hearing me laughing.
- You never fail, you know that too ?
- Of course I know. - he took the cigaret off my hands and blew a bit, after that he threw to the floor.
- You still ?
- Haven't you noticed babe ?
- I just.. I did but I don't want to face that too much.
   Zayn came to the front of me, looking at me. I don't know why he was doing that. But he looked funny, yet the subject wasn't funny.
   -  What ? - I asked.
   - nothing. - he kept doing that face but I knew he had something in mind.
    - Or you tell me, or I won't go back to that bed.
    - I won't go either if you won't come.
     - so you will spend the whole night on the sofa explaining me why you just did that.
   - why are you thinking about that ?
    - Because i know you mean everything you do, you always have a reason to do everything you do. You are like those characters from the books that the writers love to talk about, the main character of every book who always have an amazing destiny.
   -  I love how you compare your life to the books you read, every single time, Christine. Every moment I do something, you feel like it's meant to be because you read it somewhere else..didn't you ?
  - it's..not..every time that something happens. I can promise you.
  - want to prove me ?
  - okay. Like.. - my mind took me to the time I had to leave UK and that was one of the moments that I never imagined that could happen to me, to us. - when I left.