Someday, One Day

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Matapos kong matulog whole day kahapon, medyo nawala ang BV ko. Medyo lang. So syempre dahil Sunday ngayon, nag-simba muna ako. Sunday duties.

After ng mass, tumambay muna ako sa Greenbelt Park. Gusto kong mag-relax ng konti. Bumili muna ako ng Hokkaido Milk Tea sa Serenitea tapos umupo na lang ako sa isa sa mga benches dun.

Masaya tumambay dito. The cool wind, the man-made pond, and the plum trees around. Parang wala ka sa Business Center ng NCR. This is one of the reasons why I love this place. Bonus na yung free wifi connection na mabilis.

I looked around. Palakad-lakad ang mga tao. Mga sosyal na tao. And they are all in pairs or in groups. Kaloka. I shrugged. Eh di sila na mayaman at may mga kasama. Because of that, lumipat ako ng upuan. Tumalikod ako sa mga shops and faced the man-made pond. Mas nakaka-relax yung view ng tubig.

Nilabas ko na lang yung itouch ko at nag-open ng IG. And gosh, sabog ang notifs ko. Ni-like ata ni Terrence lahat ng solo photos ko. OMG! Nakakaloka.

I decided na mag-soundtrip nalang muna so i put on my earphones. Dahil naka-shuffle ang playlist ko, random lang yung lumalabas na mga kanta. When this particular song played, natigilan ako but smiled after. Sa dami ng songs sa library ko, maliit lang talaga yung chance na ma-play ‘to.

So you say you’re higher

Eve of fire, don’t regret your stars

But that you steel the pipe

And know the kisses

Oh you play your part

I smiled while listening to the song. The first time I heard this, nagustuhan ko lang yung melody niya. Parang eto kasi ata yung medyo ballad na kanta ng Sandwich. I have known them as a rock band kasi. Ako pa naman yung tipo ng taong kapag nagustuhan yung song, I’ll listen to it again and again. So I did. And then after several times of listening to it, I felt the lyrics. Since then, I loved the song na.

But you feel you’ll find it

No, you’ll find it

Don’t forget your heart

Because your soul is burning

Time is turning

No one stays the same

I’ll find it. Siguro naman gets na kung ba’t ko gusto tong kantang to. Somehow, I feel like the song is made for me. Nabubuhayan kasi talaga ako ng loob whenever I listen to it. May mga ganun talaga, the lyrics will strike you and then you’ll feel this certain connection with the song.

Inside my mind you tracing

Face to facing one into your wings

Regressing eyes are hallow

Soul is shallow, oh you drain my heart

 

But you feel it, you’ll find it

No, you’ll find it

Don’t forget your scars