Overwhelming Loneliness

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Have you ever just been sitting in your room or something, and just felt really disconnected from the rest of the world? Like to the point that you look at something and within a second you can make yourself believe that it's not real. 

Right now I just feel like... like everything's fake. Like it's all pointless. There's no purpose to it. And when you get down deep and thing about it- there really isn't. The social structure of this world is meant as a template for those who want to follow it, not a lifestyle. At least not in my opinion.

Maybe nothing is real. Maybe everything is just made up. There's no purpose to anything. 

It's like... It's like I have no connection to anything. That the world could honestly just consist of me and my room right now, and nothing else. Maybe there isn't anything else. Maybe that's a symbol for something? Maybe my mind is trying to tell me, that I need to be on my own... 

I don't know. Tonight's been really weird I guess. I don't know what's happening to me.

10:18 pm   8/30/16

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