I'm pretty upset right now, and it's over something really stupid ugh. Well, not stupid to me, but to others.
In theatre today we performed our monologues we've been working on, and I was really excited. I had been practicing a lot and had nailed it. I was ready to impress everyone and be super amazing, like jaw-dropping amazing.
But, we all know that the worlds unfair and we don't get what we want haha. I went up to perform it, and failed. I did terrible. I just, I rushed it, nerves got to me, I didn't display my emotions the way I wanted, and I just didn't do as well as I thought. So I'm pretty upset.
Everyone else says I still did awesome, but I know that I could've done better, and it upsets me that I didn't. I have high expectations for me, and I just fell on my face.
So today kinda already sucks. Hopefully it'll get better before the hoco football game tonight.
12:19 pm 9/30/16
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Thoughts Inside of My.... Mind?
HumorSo my friend Luis has this book with different chapters each representing something he's thinking about. He uses it as a venting tool and other things, and I've decided I'm gonna try it too. SO. These are just random thoughts inside of my.... mind.