Tomorrow

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I am not looking forward to tomorrow. And there's many reasons. But the only reason I'm gonna talk about is because of college.

I start college again tomorrow. Ugh. I've got my English 101 and History 201 on the same days, so instead of one college class a day, it's two.

Basically, I'm going to be stressed the fuck out. And not in a TØP way.

I'm actually dreading tomorrow. A ton. I no longer enjoy school. I no longer enjoy anything really. The only emotions I can feel right now are... well they aren't good. Let's just leave it at that.

So- in case anyone is wondering- I'm not doing so hot. And honestly, not okay right now. But I don't want to talk about it because it's my own fault. So. I'll just suck it up. Maybe I'll act like nothing's wrong?

I'm beginning to think that I must be a fantastic actor. After all, if I spend a few days acting like nothing's wrong, then I make myself believe it.

I'll be fine. Don't worry.

3:45 pm 1/8/17

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