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So today, the only exam I had was theatre. For theatre we had to memorize and perform a 3ish minute Shakespearean monologue. Now, the last monologue I did for this class, I panicked and slaughtered mine, in a bad way.

But today. I felt really good about my performance. Like, really good.

Of courses I made mistakes, I blew through it way fast and I stuttered and had to repeat a few times, but that's okay. I was super nervous, but I felt really good about it.

So look, I know I'm a good actor. I have 7 years of experience, it'd be embarrassing if I wasn't. There's just, well. Most of the time I don't meet my expectations for myself and I feel like I'm not good enough. I have high standards for my acting, and I wanna be constantly getting better. That's not what happens most of the time. Most of the time I think that I fall way below my standards.

But today, I felt like I did really good. And I'm proud of my performance.

Man. I forget about how much I love acting. More importantly, how much I love when I give it my all.

11:23 am 1/19/17

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