So I'm totally doing the talent show here. I'm going to sing waving through a window. I've been told that I'm really good and I have the ability to be great, so I'm happy. Honestly? I've never had this supportive of s space when it comes to me singing. I know people have complimented me every now and then back home, but it's so rare that I just figured they wanted me to feel good. I love singing so much and I'm happy to have such an extremely supportive group of people here.
Also. I miss home. I want to go home. I miss my friends, and more than anyone else I miss my bae. And I'm scared... because I am passionate about social justice, and I'm done being complacent. I've always been complacent. I don't care who's feelings I hurt or what trouble I get in, I'm going to speak up and fight for what I believe in. But.... what if people don't like that? What if people say I've changed and are done with me? What if I just get thrown away for this? I'm... scared. My passion scares me. I love every single person in my life and I'm scared that they're going to leave me if they don't agree with what I'm doing.
So to sum this up?
I'm scared.
I'm homesick.
I'm tired.
I'm lonely.
I miss my friends.
I want to go home.
6/26/17 god I think it's 11:20 pm which would be 12:20 am at home
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Thoughts Inside of My.... Mind?
HumorSo my friend Luis has this book with different chapters each representing something he's thinking about. He uses it as a venting tool and other things, and I've decided I'm gonna try it too. SO. These are just random thoughts inside of my.... mind.
