Can't Wait

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I can't wait to move out. 

Out of my Mom's house and my Dad's house, and I can't wait to have my own place with my own rules where I don't have anyone to butt heads with.

Because apparently that's all I can do. 

Man. I don't know what's wrong with me, I normally get along with everyone fine and I never show that I'm mad at people, but I can't help it lately. I've been getting unreasonable angry. Ugh.

I hate it here. But I don't wanna stop coming to my Mom's because here I'm able to relax and do my own thing, and hang out with my friends more, and not worry about getting in the way, and not worry about getting yelled at for every little thing I do. But this place is not healthy and it is not a good way of life. Ugh. 

Man. Next year I'll be an adult, I'll be able to do my own thing. The year after that I'll finish at the community college. And then I can move to LA. And get the fuck away from everyone here.

Not that I wanna leave my friends. But man... I can't stay here longer than I have to.

10:28 AM 12/17/16

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