Breaking The Grey [Book #2]

Chapter 16

Allie

This place is rich. This gigantic doorway we're standing in is full of space.

This girl in front of me is gorgeous; dirty blonde hair, deep dimples, light brown eyes and a nice athletic looking body.

"Alix I don't care what you say. We need to talk." I said.

Alix as in Alix Carter. The girl North told me about. She's my ex girlfriend, apparently.

"What is there to talk about? You cheated on me two days before my game. Instead of telling me about it you tried to keep it a secret. I have to find out through the claw marks on your back," She said. "Now what?"

I sighed, "I just need to know if there's ever a chance of us getting back together or even being friends."

She stares at me blankly. If North and I have been together since high school, then how does Alix fit into my life? As my ex girlfriend? I'm missing a big chunk of this puzzle piece.

Unless this never happened, but it has because North mentioned it.

I continued, "Look, if you need more time I understand ... I just miss you, in my life. I miss your smell, I miss your touch, your smile and your voice."

She mumbled, "I can't believe a word you say anymore Allie."

"Just put the fact that I cheated aside, mind you I was drunk," I said. "Are you saying you don't even love me anymore?"

"I never said that. I just said I don't trust you." She replied.

"I don't trust you."
"You cheated on me."
"I can't believe a word you say anymore."

These phrases echo in my head.

"I don't know," I said. "I don't know how you are. I don't know what you're doing, if you need help or if you're in trouble. It bugs me."

She scoffed, "And it bugs me to know that I tried having sex with you right after you cheated on me. It bugs me to know that the one girl I loved just completely annihilated my trust for her."

"Alix,"

"Tell me Allie, was she worth it? Was she a good fuck?" She asked sarcastically.

Who was this she? Why did I do it?

~

My eyes shoot open. I feel the sun radiating on my skin. It's so bright in this room. I don't even feel like I actually went to sleep.

I push myself up slowly and look at North's desk area. She's not there. I don't hear anything. I'm alone in this room at least for now.

I look to my left at my nightstand and grab the journal Maliah gave to me and a black pen. I have to write. My dreams are becoming more stronger and vivid. I also have more questions that I have to ask North too.

I just don't want to. I don't want to bug her. I don't want to know, but things are coming back and I know I can't avoid it forever.

I open the journal to the first page and stare into the smooth bristol paper. I twirl the pen in between my fingers. Where do I start?

The door opens and I look up to see North in black lacy lingerie. My eyes quickly take in her milky white smooth body. It's so petite, but curvy. Her stockings are hook to these things hanging from her legs.

"You're up early." She said.

I brought my eyes to hers, "Yeah ... couldn't really sleep."

She looked down at my journal, "Did you remember something?"