A Crush On My Husband

29. A Crush On My Husband

ANASTASIA'S POV :

           I moved near him to let myself kiss him. it was sucha an involuntary action. I felt the need to pacify him. At that moment, I thought the intensity of my kiss would at least make him forget about his haunting thoughts for a while. Just like the magnet which attracts the iron, I was attracted to him,...to soothe him of his pain. To see him in misery,it felt like a dagger being pierced slowly right through the center of my heart and my four chambered fellow  bleeding drop by drop. i wouldn't say that I care for him but i sure do know that its something called more than just care... 

I've never had the-so-called first love...but looking at Drake,i knew how deep his wound is,to lose the person,you think you would be destined to. Drake looked pathetic and i realised what he was feeling all this while. He feels that he could not be loved by anyone as much as Anabella loved him...and now he slowly realises that there is a light of hope for him which he sees it in my eyes. And yes, the light of hope is true even in my case. I see my light in his lustful eyes. He is the person I'm supposed to love truly. He is the person..my husband,i'm destined to....

I encircled my arms around him,his body stiffened but later he gave in which encouraged me to to do what I wanted to. I could taste the saltiness of his tears which were wetting his lips. I then began to nibble his lower lips to let  him know that I'm with him in this. When he gradually began to react to my nibbles, I realised how frustrated he was with his life. He began to deepen the kiss and his tongue asking for its entry inside my mouth. His tongue began to invade the insides of my mouth. This kiss was different from the one which we shared earlier. This kiss imparted his suffering,the hardships which he went through.

He pushed my body against his hard chest and sucked my mouth. Gradually i could taste my own blood, but i didnt let that be a reason to stop the kiss. i didnt wanted him to feel rejected, i wanted him to empty all his annoyance,disappointment and rejection on me..on our barbaric,hot kiss. His every bite and kiss made me let out small moans. my moans was enough to arouse him even more.

"Ana...." he kept whispering my names in between the kisses.

i was gonna pass out. My nails deepened themselves into his flesh and this made his grip around my waist tighter and harder.

His one arm held my small waist firmly while his other hand caressed my long tresses.He grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled it back,exposing my neck a little more.

"You look soft around here Ana..." He mumbled those words while licking my inner neck.

"Dra...arghh..." i couldn't hold back myself. He made me feel so hot and i squirm at his words.

"Say it again, Ana..." he began to torture me with his lip teasing the sensitive part near the ear.

"Arghh....what?" i could'nt think straight and i pushed my head back giving him more access to my neck.

"I still didnt here what i wanted to baby....I'm waiting..." he slowly sucked my neck.

"Draaaaaaaa....." i moan out loud not caring that we were outside,right under the moonlight.

"There we go baby.." with that his lips returned back on mine.

              When we finally ended the hot intimate makeout in sucha beautiful place. Drake kissed my forehead.

"Thankyou..Ana.." His warm breath fanning me.

 I could see his smile which seemed more beautiful than the setting around us. Well,i couldnt believe myself that i initiated the kiss. I sucked his mouth like a pro. But now after the kiss,it feels so different. i blush bloodred.

"Are you blushing?" he bends down to look at me and i was able to clearly hear him tease me.

"No...I'm not" i turn my face away and act like im pushing my hair away from my face.He laughed at my terrible acting and pulled me to him.

"come here,Ana.." he placed his face in the nook of my neck and inhaled.

We stayed like that for a while. I,in his arms and he, in mine. I wrapped my arms around his waist and exhaled against his hard rock chest.

I'll  love you with my heart and soul till eternity. i'm well aware that I can never be like Anabella. But i'll take over from the place she left ,to love you till the end of the chapter of our lives and beyond . To see you loved,happy and secure,I'll sacrifice anything even if it costs my life...Until now,i didn't know that i love you...i had always thought that i just had a small little attraction but now  this feeling just got its life from your revelation,Dra....

I love you..

" Let's go home.." he sighed and we held hands while he escorted me back to the car.

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The following day, Drake left to work early leaving a note, that he had some emergency meeting at his office.

Oh, and if you think we had sex last night. Then no,you are wrong. Drake is sucha gentleman. He never took advantage of the kiss which i had initiated last night. We slept in our usual places, he on the couch and myself in the bedroom.

But umm..yeah, I'm planning to share my bed with him which i would be letting him know very soon...

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Sorry for the long wait...

Things have been hectic, I apologise.

To those who are wondering what the hell is happening in this chapter..

Read the previous chapter. Its hardly gonna take minutes :p

This wasn't what I wanted to give. I wanted to give more. But I feel,you guys have waited enough,so planned to update it and the rest,you will see in my next update. And as far as the next update,yeah..this time I'll try giving it soon. May be within 2-3 days.,hopefully...

Last but not the least...

I HEART❤ EACH ONE OF YOU,WHO PATIENTLY  WAITED FOR MY UPDATE. I'M SO GRATEFUL TO YOU GUYSS!! LOVE YOU ALLL❤❤❤❤

See you all soon.❤❤❤