Too many lies-Pretty Little Liars fanfiction

Chapter 2

Spencer POV

Alison infuriated me sometimes, and unlike the other girls I wasn't scared of her, and she knew I wasn't. But even though I knew how much of a terrible 'friend' she could be to me and the girls, she was one of my best friends. She was smart, funny and quite clearly beautiful. Without her in my life I wouldn't be me. She taught how to be confident in my self and we had the best times when we were with her.

She tortured me with secrets that she knew about me but now I realise she was pushing me to do the right thing. It was the summer before Ali's disappearance where she annoyed me the most. Melissa was dating this guy she went to school with called Ian Thomas and to be honest I don't even know how it happened but I kissed him, and Alison saw. That whole summer she nagged at me about telling Melissa the truth, because it was the right thing to do. She made me feel worse and worse about it every day. She threatened to tell Melissa if I didn't tell her.

How Ali could lecture me about truth, when she barely spoke 5 truthful words a day baffled me and made me even more infuriated.

But Alison never got to tell Melissa about what happened that summer. She was just gone. All her lies, all her nagging, all her hurtful words, just gone. In the blink of an eye, my best friend and my worst enemy was gone, and never seen again. The person I had known since as long as I can remember was just gone, and the guilt of how much I hated her that summer hangs over me every day. In her own devilish way she was trying to make me a better, bigger person and I didn't listen to her. If I knew that was the last summer I would spend with Alison Dilaurentis, my words, and my actions towards her would have been very different. I would give anything to relive those last few weeks I spent with her. I would give anything just to know if she was okay, or just to say one word; sorry.