Too many lies-Pretty Little Liars fanfiction

Chapter 36

Spencer POV

Spencer, I know this is hard but your doing the right thing! Maybe one day you and Toby will be together again, when this is all over. We love you-Em Xxx

I read the text message from Emily before I got out of the car. I had the best friends in the world, but however hard they tried, nothing could make me feel better right know. I was outside Toby's house and my hands were shaking. Every step I took closer to his door, made my heart brake more and more. I hated what I was about to do but I had to keep him safe; if anything happened to him I wouldn't be able to forgive myself. I know he can take care of him self, but A is capable of much more than any of us can handle, and I can't put him in danger.

I stood on his porch and took a deep breath before knocking. He answered the door. "Hey Babe!" He said as he kissed me. I didn't really kiss him back and he knew something was wrong. "Hey" I replied.

He pulled a weird confused face and closed the door behind me as I walked into his house. "Spencer, what wrong?"

"Toby we need to talk. It's important."

I grabbed his hand and we walked into his living room and sat down on the couch. My heart was racing and I felt so horrible. I had a lump in my throat and I couldn't talk. I thought about every perfect moment we had spent together and I just sat as tears formed in my eyes.

"Spencer your scaring me. You said it's important but your not talking"

"I know, I'm sorry, it's because when you hear what I'm about to say, you'll realise I'm not the person you think I am."

"Spencer, we both know that's not true"

"Toby there's things you don't know. Things that I can't tell you"

"Why can't you tell me Spencer? Don't you trust me?"

I paused, knowing the answer to his question but also knowing I couldn't answer the way I wanted.

"I thought we felt the same way about each other Spence"

"Look I found a way to survive my secrets but everyone I care about ends up getting hurt. You deserve to be with someone who can be honest with you so I'm sorry"

I quickly stood up and started to walk about. "Spencer wait please" he said trying to pull me back.

"I'm sorry Toby"

I walked out and ran to my car. I got in my car and burst into tears. I could see him, in the corner of my eye, standing at his open door. I turned and looked at him. The look on Toby's face in that moment broke my heart. His eyes filled with tears as he just stood and looked at me. I turn away, and started to drive. I felt like the worst person on the planet. But I had to keep him safe from A.

We have to find out who A is. I'm sick of A ruining everything good on my and the girls life. It's needs to stop, now.

Aria POV

I drove home from school after helping Hanna and planned what I was going to say to my mom. My heart was racing and my hands were shaking. I'd thought about doing this before, but I'd always backed down. Now because of A I have no choice. In about 20 minutes everything will be different, everything is going to change.

I got to my house and took a deep breath before I got out of the car. I was ready to tell my mom; at least, I was ready as I'll ever be. I opened my front door. "Mom can I talk to y-" I said but stopped as I noticed something.

She was sat on the couch with a piece of paper in her hand and she's been crying.

She just looked at me. Then she stood up and walked over to me. She put the piece of paper in my hand and walked upstairs. I had no idea why had just happened;that was until I read the letter,