Fascination - JB

not the place for phone sex

October 16th, 2016

Your POV::

I miss him. I miss his touch, his breath, his warmth, his voice. Everything. I miss his everything. My body craves him and eveytime I want him, I whine because he's not here with me. My hands don't feel like his, my toys don't feel nearly like him. I can never get off because only he knows how to do that; touch me the right way to make me feel so good. Just the mere thought of his magical hands feeling me makes me tingle.

The unmistakable sound of my phone rang, it was Jason.

"Inmate-" his raspy voice spoke his own name sent chills down my spine, "Jason McCann, from Nevada Prison requests to talk to you. Press '5' to confirm-" I pressed the kepypad and tapped '5' to answer.

"Baby? You there?" His voice sounded tired. I frowned. "Yes my love, I'm here. I miss you." My eyes closed, feeling the emptiness of his presence consume me. "I miss you too baby girl. I hate it here." He groaned. "I hate you not being here. I need you here with me." I spoke quietly, "behave so you can come home." I almost whined. "I try baby, but these mother fuckers irritate me. They taunt me and try my patience." "You were just on restriction for threatening a security guard last month." I rolled my eyes. His temper.... Oh that temper of his.

He was quiet for another moment before his voice spoke darkly through the receiver, "he's one of the shit heads that killed my brother, Y/n. Oh can't expect me not to react. I remember his smug face, Y/n. He knew what he was doing-" "stop raising your voice st me, Jason! I know you're upset and hurt-" "hurt doesn't even cover it, Y/n." He spat my name venomously.

"Sorry," my voice was small compared to his boom, "I just, I miss you. I want you home. I need you, Jason." I spoke softly.

"How?"

"How what?" I asked genuinely confused.

"How do you need me? Tell me, how do you want me?" I could tell by the exaggerated change in tone, he wasn't grumpy, he's horny. I rolled my eyes. "Jason," I whimpered. He always did this; change the subject to avoid serious conversations. "Tell me, Y/n. I want to know how you want me when I come home." His voice was low, I could just feel the lust in his voice.

"Baby, as much as I want to have phone sex with you, I can't. They can hear us talking. They record everything we tell each other for evidence-" "then let them hear it. Baby, I want to hear you moan. Tell me, what do you want me to do to you when I get home?"

To be honest, I just wanted to cuddle when he gets home. I want to be close to him without having to be too intimate, but with Jason, there is no such thing as intimate or making love. It's just fucking me, pleasuring me first before he gets himself off. All rough dominance.

"I want you to fuck me, Jason. I need you so bad." I lay back on the couch, my head on the arm rest.

"Tell me more," his voice low, seductive.

I bit my lip, "I want to feel you deep inside me while you wrap you fist around my throat," I whimpered, "Choke me, baby. I love it when you choke me." I moaned. The arousal in my shorts grew just thinking about him pounding his cock in and out of me relentlessly.

"Mmm, baby girl I love it when you moan. Are you touching yourself?" I hummed in response, my hand was indeed playing with my clit, teasing it almost like the way Jason does. My cheeks scarlette, "Jason," I moaned, my eyes slowly closing.

I heard him groan, "God I wish I could touch you right now." "Are you jeeking yourself?" I asked curiously. "You know it." I could just see the cocky smirk on his lips. "But the other inmates-" "are jealous because they have no one to make them feel as good as I do, now keep talking baby. I need to hear you moan, tell me what you want, you can have it."

I whined not knowing what to say. I have never been in control.

"Do you want me t-to tell you what I'm going to do to you when I get home?" His voice cracked a little then he covered it quickly with a growl. He's close.

I nodded, "please."

"When I get home, I'm going to eat you. I'm going to taste that sweet little pink pussy of yours, and savor you. I want to see you squirm under my touch. Fuck," his breath heavy and shakey. "And when you're just about to come, I won't let you. You wouldn't even have the time to whine or complain. I'll have my cock shoved down your throat. Oh those lips, that mouth of yours does wonders baby girl." He growls.

His dominance coursed through my body sending tingles throughout my whole body. My fingers began to feel tired, my sensitive little clit buzzed with satisfaction, "oh fuck, Jason please," I moaned.

"Oh God, my princess. I live for your moans. Be a good girl and keep moaning for me."

"Jason, baby, fuck." My hips rolled with the motions of my fingers, how does Jason do his all the time?!

"I'm so close, Y/n." His voice shutters.

I moaned, not just for me but for him. He's been in there a long time, he needs the release more than I do.

"Fuck! y/n, I need you so fucking bad." Almost sounding like a whine.

I giggled sofly, "behave yourself, Jason, you can have me anyway you want me. You know that."

"Oh, I know I can have you anyway I want you. You're mine. Forever."

I smiled, I couldn't help but smile. That was his way of telling me he loves me. He's never said he "loves" me but I know he does.

"I'm yours. Forever."

"That's right. You are. Before the time runs out, I um, I miss you so much, my princess. I feel so alone here."

"I know baby. I miss you too."

"I love-" "thank you for using IC Solutions. Goodbye."

The cuts him off before he could finish.

He loves me

Who's your daddy? Jkjk. Who even uses 'JK' anymore lol

Anyways... so yesterday was my birthday (10/15/1998) I am officially 18 years old and I got my first tattoo yesterday too so LIT

My mom took me and my friends to a sports bar. I was serenaded by some guy who sang a Red Hot Chili Peppers song to me. It was so cute. He was too, but I mean, he was a lot older than me. Maybe ten years older?.??? Anyways... I don't date guys that are older than me.

Justin is different, I have supported his dork ass for years now. I'd hop that dick if I had the chance.

Just kidding. I wouldn't want to be another one of his blow off side hoes .... That'd be sad 👀😂

I'm rambling.

I missed you guys! I missed writing ugh. This is a crappy update, but yeah....