Fascination - JB

Dry Spell

"Justin, not tonight, okay?" I push him away for the third time and I can tell with each shove he feels more and more rejected. Confirming my thoughts, he huffs, "baby, it's been a month, a man has needs, ya know?"

Offended I glare at him, "yank it in the shower, Justin. I'm not feeling it tonight." I turn over and face away from him.

"baby I'm sorry. I just.. I'm sorry, okay? I know you've been busy with all the meet and greets, interviews and all that I just.. i don't know how to help you if you keep pushing me away and not talking to me. what's wrong, baby?" he says softly.

I didn't know what was wrong, was it me?

"is it... is it me?"

Quickly I sit up and turn to him almost shouting, "No, honey it's not you, I promise. You're amazing and loving and caring, you're definitely not the problem," I look him in the eyes, "I promise you it's not you. I'm just.. not... I don't know how to explain it," my palms caress around his beautiful face, "it's like I'm having a dry spell or something. I don't know how to get out of this funk, but it'll pass." God I love his face so much. I softly kiss his lips.

"this really sucks," he chuckles. uh, yeah it does. It's not that I don't want to, I really do it's just I don't??? If that makes sense. Dry spells suck and even if I obliged, I wouldn't be able to orgasm then Justin would take it the wrong way then it'd be an embarrassing mess. Does that make me selfish, keeping him from nutting when I can't?

I let out a small nervous laugh at my thoughts, "yeah, it really does. but I do however wanna cuddle if you want to."

"if I want to?" he smiles, "was that even a question?"

His arms wrap around me and pulls me in closer, my back to his chest. His lips kiss my shoulder up to the back of my head, "I can never get enough of this, I love how warm you are." he says as his knees bend into the back of mine then entangling within eachother.

I felt calm as I listen closely to him breathing and if I focus enough I could feel his heart pounding against his chest like a drum beat. Slowly, I started falling asleep and soon, he mumbles in my ear, "I love you, Y/n."

Considering I'm a light sleeper, I felt Justin take his arms from around me and heard his feet pad softly against the wood floorboards towards the bathroom. The door closed and the sound of the water swooshing out of the faucet. Maybe he's brushing his teeth again? I ignored it and started dozing back off until I heard grunting. I giggled to myself and couldn't help but feel a little guilty for his serious case of the blue balls. All I know is, whenever this dry spell is over, he can do whatever he wants to me, however he wants.

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