Fascination - JB

Naughty Boy

"babe, are you sure you have to go?" Ana whined but glares at me while Justin is looking away. My eyes roll. "baby, alive been planning this for a long time now. You know this. Yes, I have to. Now give me a kiss and I'll call you when I land okay?" Justin smiles and holds Ana close. They share a smooch and nothing makes my bones rattle with cringe more than witnessing a cheating bitch of a girlfriend kiss Justin like nothing had happened. with the roll of my eyes I let Justin know I'll wait for him in the car.

As his personal assistant I get to go with him wherever he travels to make sure all goes according to plan and he stays out of trouble.

So basically I am full time baby sitter as well.

Justin finally steps into the car exhaling a long breath before asking, "ready?"

-

Once we get to the hotel suite and all bags are sorted, Justin disappears into the master suite, leaving the door slightly cracked. I kept thyself and took a seat on the sofa and looked out the ceiling to floor window and basked in the view. New York is truly breath taking.

The sound of water echoed through the suite and out comes Justin in just a towel wrapped around his waist and I couldn't help but stare, "Hey, Imma hop in the shower real quick then Imma take a nap. jet lag. If you want to head out, get food or something, you can. My credit card is in one of those bags. I think it's in the blue-"

I was having a really hard time trying to maintain professional so I spoke up and tried avoiding the sudden heat coursing my body. "Justin, I have my own money. I don't want yours. but do you want anything?" I try saying calmly but failing. you could hear the stutter and nervousness.

"I'm all good." he smiles then nods once. He held my gaze captive for a short ten seconds.

... ten seconds too long.

I had to stop. I need to stop.

so I did, "I'll just go get some food. I'll be back within the hour or so."

-

I hate myself for having the thoughts I have- always so sexual and needy and greedy. Knowing I cannot presue any kind of sexual relations with Justin makes it more of something I want and crave.

I want to do such sinful deeds with the man, I cant help myself sometimes. I knew this job was going to be tough, but not this hard. He makes it so damn hard to keep myself together and maintain a professional/business relationship with him but good God let's face it- the man is drop dead gorgeous. inside and out. I've never wanted someone as much as I want Justin and it sucks because I'm not his type. I'm way out of his league.

I picked up two foot-longs from subway knowing he's always hungry and a case of vitamin water. I was close to the hotel when Scooter texts me;

Is J with you?

He's in the shower last time I checked. I just left for some food. I'm back at the hotel now.

okay. let him know I need to speak with him. it's urgent

aye aye captain!

Nerve wreckingly, I press the button waiting for the elevator. I text Justin;

Scoot needs you to answer him. it's  urgent.

No answer. I'll just tell him once I get up to the suite.

When I pushed the room door open, it was silent for a second before I heard a loud grunt. "Justin?" I placed our lunch on the counter and called his name a couple more times, "food's here."