For The Love of A Daughter

let it go, maddie

*Maddie's POV*

Everything went black.

I decided to end it all. I didn't know how they could all hate me for so long. Marianna eventually stopped being my friend. That left me with no friends. Demi wouldn't even text me back and mom and dad wasn't talking to me either. What's the point of living?

Things have gotten so much worse. Just a couple of weeks ago, I was talking to a boy from my school. He was really nice. I have gotten close to him and we were inseperable. Yeah, I know I rushed into it too fast. I then decided to pour my feelings out to him and tell him I loved him.

He laughed in my face. I felt awful. I ran away and went home and locked myself in the bedroom. I didn't understand why he acted that way. I then looked at my phone and saw a video of everything I said to him online.

Marianna had posted it. Then a minute later she posted a picture of her and the guy saying 'I love my brother'.

I was pissed.

Many people commented about me. How I was a hoe and worthless and shit. That is what made me kill myself. I hung myself. This very night.

I didn't give a damn if I hurt anyone else. I am going to relieve myself from this place that I call a living hell.

I mentally smiled while thinking of it.

I was suddenly blinded by a very bright light. Brighter than white. I heard a voice call out to me.

"Madison? I just knew I'd be expecting you soon! Just not this soon." the voice said from close up. I didn't see anyone though.

"Y-yes. Well I u-uh couldn't take it anymore. I can't see you?" I said stuttering. I was scared, wouldn't you be? Not knowing where you are or seeing who's talking to you.

"Oh yeah.." the friendly voice said.

I then saw a woman in her mid- 30's appear in front of me. She looked as if she was a teenager but, her body doesn't lie.

I smiled at her appearance. She had a name tag on that said M-P Gate Angel.

"You're in a place between life and death." She said. Does this lady ever not smile?

"I-uh can you explain that? I don't understand." I said. I knew what she meant. I just wanted to hear my options again. I knew what I wanted to do though. I killed myself so I can do this.

"This is a place where you can choose what you want to do. You can go back down on earth or you can go to heaven." she smiled.

How the hell did I get myself stuck here? I just want to go straight to heaven man.

"I can't guarantee you a happy life down there, it depends on how you live it. I can tell you a few things, but up here... I can guarantee a life time and more happiness." she said.

"Can you tell me what I am allowed to know?" I asked.

"I can tell you that you do make friends. You become very happy and love what you do. You do have a kid, but not with a person you love. You do lose a person that means a lot to you though. I am allowed to say that they commit suicide. Your life begins to pick back up and you get married and finally live happy with very few conflicts" she said.

I had to think hard about this. It seems like I have normal problems like everyone else. I just wonder if sometimes I'm a little too over dramatic.

I can live through that. But I can't live through what I am going through now. It's just way too hard.

I need clarification on whether or not things are going to be okay. I'm going through some shit right now that some people don't know about.

I don't know. Maybe I shouldn't go through with this. I don't want to.

"So, what are you going to do?" she asked calmly.

"I'm going to stay." I said with a half smile on my face.

Let it go, Maddie.

I smiled. I chose the right thing. At least I hope.
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A/N-
Okay, so short chapter.

Maddie is GONE. Don't think she can come back 🙃.

Hope you keep reading :)

I'll update in the next hour. Love youuu

Sorry this chapter and the last one was so sucky but byeeee