The Virgin Mary [Edelbario Series#1]

KABANATA 50

Venus Point of View...

Fuck...I lready finished the all case of bottle of whisky. Nasasaktan ako. Hindi ako papayag na mapupunta lang si Matteo sa babaeng cheap waitress na iyon. She is slut, cheap and unfashionable. She doesn't met Matteo's standard. She's just using Matteo for her source of income.

Nagagalit ako sa sarili ko dahil nasaktan ko si Matteo. But i know he still love me. He's just using that cheap waitress for make me jealous. But fuck.....I remember the day i broke up with him. It's was in outside the bar, hiniwalayan ko sya dahil nag sasawa na ako sa pagiging seryoso niya sa lahat. I was drunk that night after we broke. Clark and i make love that night because we both drunk in the same bar. But my excuses really hurt Matteo. Nahuli niya kaming mag kasama sa condo ko at iyon ang huling pag-uusap namin. I say sorry but he won't accept it. Hindi ko aakalain na babagsak sya sa isang waitress lang. And it's really hurt my ego.

Matteo was so full with warmth and sweetness that's why i really like him. I can barely afford buy anything. Oo, inaamin ko ginagamit ko lang sya para masalba ang kompanya ni daddy. Ginagamit ko sya para pumayag sya sa investment na inaalok ni daddy. The time he's falling inlove with me ay agad akong kumilos para makuha ang loob ng kanyang pamilya. And definitely ay naging close ko sila. Yes, we make love Matteo in bed, we both happy when it becomes to bed. I like the way he pump i like the way he pushing up. Matteo is good in bed. He's hot, handsomed and powerful. Pero bakit ko pa sya nagawang saktan? Bakit ko nagawang pumatol sa kapatid niya?

I do not know that Clark likes me a lot simula pa noon. He really looks liked Matteo kaya unti-unti narin akong nahuhulog sa kanya. Tinuruan ko ang sarili ko na kalimotan si Matteo but fuck. Mas lalo kong narealized na mahal ko pa talaga sya simula nong nalaman kong may girlfriend na sya.

Malalaman mo talaga ang halaga ng isang tao, pag masaya na sya sa iba.

I broke Clark and he accept it. Unti-unti akong bumalik kay Matteo pero unti-unti niya rin akong tinutulak palayo.

Kaya pala! Kaya pala ayaw na niya dahil naiinlove na sya sa iba.

This is so fuck! I was stood here infront of his parents house. Kailangan kong makausap si tita kailangan ko ang tulong niya. It's funny pero kinaya ko pang mag drive papunta dito. I push the doorbell many times. Napaupo ako sa harap ng gate dahil sa nahihilo na ako kanina pa. After a seconds the gate open at bumungad sakin ang mommy ni Matteo. I smiled widely while she smirked and finding whats wrong with me.

"Gosh Venus what happen to you?" She said in irritated tone. Tumayo ako kahit natutumba pabalik. She help me to stand kaya napayakap ako sa kanya. "Your drunk hija. Ano bang problema mo at umiinom ka?"

"Oh come on tita. You already know what is my problem." Natatawa kong sabi kaya mas lalong umirita ang itsura niya. She act possedly while push me.

''Guard! Guard!" Sumisigaw sya at ilang sandali lang ay dumating ang kanilang gwardya saka ako inalalayan nito papasok sa loob. I kept my eyes to pretend that im not okay. Well i know tita help me for this. Bumulagta ako sa isang puting kama at napagtanto kong nasa isang kwarto ako. It painted all white and the sorroundings disguise with Matteo's picture. Dito nila ako dinala sa kwarto ni Matteo and it really makes me overwhealmed.

"I love your son tita, very very much." Mahina kong sabi saka niya ako kinumotan. "I do really love him." My tears fall. Im hurt and i can't deny.

"I know my dear, i know." Hinimas niya ang noo ko kaya hinihila ako paantok nito. My tears continuely fall kaya dahan-dahan niya iyong hinawi.