Chapter 21

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I knock on Alex's hotel's door, dressed in simply some jeans and a white shirt. No more Lena Caster clothes. As the door opens, I feel lips desperately crushing mine. I gasp and pull back.

"Alex. No," I whisper.

Alex smiles smugly and kisses me again. Before I can stop myself, I'm kissing him back. I can't believe what I'm doing. But I can't help it. Alex pushes me against the wall in his room as he closes the door. In the darkness, we kiss and make out for an endless amount of time. I know his lips too well. We've already done some kissing scenes with Lena and Ethan.

"I love you," Alex whispers.

I don't say the same back, because I can't, but I still give him a soft kiss in response.

"I have to go," I murmur.

"No, you don't," Alex answers, crushing my lips with his again.

As our lips move in sync, I feel our hips grinding together and my arms going around his neck as he uses on hand to cup my cheek and uses the other hand to hold my hip.

Then, I suddenly feel Alex tugging at my shirt, slowly pulling my shirt off of me. I instantly pull away.

 "Not today, Alex," I whisper softly.

But Alex doesn't stop, and my shirt is quickly tossed aside. Alex pulls my pants off me and throws me (literally) onto his bed as he removes his own shirt and pants and climbs on top of me.

"Alex, no," I whimper. "No, please. Not today. Not now. Please. No, no."

Alex doesn't remove my undergarments but continues to kiss me. Then he starts planting soft kisses down my neck, making me giggle like a teenage girl.

"You know you have a great body, right?" Alex murmurs.

I chuckle, kissing him lightly.

"Oh, I know," I whisper back.

"Will you be my girlfriend, Raven?" Alex asks me softly.

"I can't. I have a boyfriend," I reply.

"You have already cheated on him. By doing this with me. So will you?"

And then I make the worst decision ever.

"Yes. I'll be your girlfriend," I say.

Then I fall asleep, in the arms of the boy I have fallen for despite my will not to.








Oh, snap! What have you done now, Raven? Tell me what you want to see next! Will Blake find out? Will Raven tell Alex who she really is?

MeggieForever

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