In Love With Shawn Carter

Chapter 20: Good Times

Jay POV

I don't know what to do, I lost her. I have to get her back but it's like what am I fighting for?

I don't know what I would do without Bey, I could've sworn I wrapped it up. Well I was drunk so maybe that is why.

I really wanted Bey to carry all of my kids, but it looks like it won't be happening. If only that baby wasn't mine.

Tiana was married though, so hopefully the baby is her husband's.

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I walked into the lobby. I don't know if I have my card key or not. I grabbed my wallet and looked inside. Shit!

I hope she's still up there because I have to tell her everything that went down.

I went to the front desk.

"Hello, how may I help you." The Receptionist Asked.

"I lost my card key and I was just askin if I could get a extra one please." I Said.

"What's your room number."

"I don't remember but my name is Shawn Carter.

She looked on the computer and started typing. She got up from her chair and went to some drawers. She opened one and pulled out a little envelope. She came back over to me.

"Your friend said she wanted to give you this just in case." She Said Handing Me The Envelope.

I looked at her strangely. "Thank You."

I took the envelope from her and walked off. It read Bey with a kiss imprint on the front.

I opened it and it was a little card and the hotel card key. It read..

~ I hope wish you and Tiana the best in life, give the baby many kisses for me. Oh don't forget when I run into you one day I'm beating your ass on sight. You missin out on this bomb pussy for that ole raggedy ass thing. Don't get me wrong she isn't ugly but she ain't ME. Never everrr! You messed up a good thing, I hate you so much for that. Oh by the way I'm in the hotel room see you soon.

XOXO Beyoncé
& Her Bomb Pussy

I ain't gone lie that shit hit me hard. I have to find someway to get my baby back. This isn't life right now. I know I fucked up pretty bad and I have to do a lot of makin up to win her back. I put the card key in my pocket. I held on to the letter.

I went inside the elevator and waited for it to stop. I don't know if she's in the hotel room or not.

Once the elevator stopped the people got off and I went out after them. I rushed to the hotel room. I grabbed the card key out of my pocket and slid it in the slot. It turned green indicating me that it was unlocked.

I opened the door and walked in. I looked all over the living room and then went in the bedroom. I didn't see anything. I looked inside the closet and all of her things were gone it was just my luggage.

I took my phone out of my pocket and turned it on. I placed my thumb on the scanner and it unlocked. I went under contacts and looked for M. I clicked on 'My Queen👑💍❤'. I pressed the call icon and waited for her to answer. Surprisingly it rung.

I waited for her to answer but it went to voicemail. Damn!! Was all I could've thought. I went into the closet and grabbed my suitcase. I grabbed the rest of my things and placed them by the door. I walked out of the room and grabbed a cart. I brought it back in the room and placed my belongings on it.