Chapter 48: Longing For Your Heartbeat

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One Week Later

Jay POV

So I Just Left My Counselor And Now I'm On The Way To Pick Up Bey. Mama T Is Going To Watch Ju While We Go To This Doctor.

I Pulled Up On The Circle And Honked The Horn. It Literally Took Her Ten Minutes Just To Come Outside.

"Why you showing your stomach and showin your ass?" I Asked

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"Why you showing your stomach and showin your ass?" I Asked.

She Rolled Her Eyes. "Don't fuck wit me today Jay I will politely get on your case. Don't worry about why I'm wearing this."

"Man I know you ain't about to talk about this shit again. IT'S OVER!" I Said.

"So you going to the strip club and not telling me the other night was cool, then you came back with hickies." She Said.

"Oh me gettin hickies is a problem but you tonguing down people you don't even know isn't a problem? I told you it was a fucking prank cause Ty did it too."

"IT WAS NOT A FUCKING PRANK. I ADDED NO TONGUE. IF YOU GONE DOUBT ME WHY AM I STILL WITH YOU?" She Yelled.

"Right." I Said Nodding.

"I'm not doing this with you again I'll take my damn self." She Said Calling Julius.

She Got Out And Slammed The Door. She Stormed Off In The House.

I Turned The Car Off And Got Out. I Went Up The Steps And Opened The Door, Closing It Back.

"Bey!" I Called.

"In The Room." Mama T Said Playing With Julian.

I Nodded And Went To Our Room. The Tried Opening The Door But It Was Locked. I Went Around The Other Door And Got In. She Was Laying Down On Her Side Watching TV. I Heard Sniffs.

"Baby..." I Said Walking Closer To The Bed.

I Got On The Bed And Grabbed Her Arm. She Went Completely Crazy. She Was Throwing Hits At Me.

"I FUCKING HATE YOUR STUPID ASS!!! YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKING JERK I WANT YOU OUT!!!' OUT NOW!! NOWWWWW!!" She Yelled As She Cried Her Eyes Out.

"Baby I'm sorry calm down." I Said

"NO I'M STRESSING OVER YOUR ASS AND YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT. I'M LOSING MYSELF BECAUSE I LOST IT ALL. *takes a few breaths* you're proving to me that this Earth would be a better place without me. If it wasn't for my son I would've been gone a long time ago." She Said.

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