RotBTFD Random drabbles

'confused'

(Anna realises she's bisexual)

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This was definitely the worst time ever to realise something, Anna decided.

Mocks were just around the corner, as well as that annoying compulsory exam she had to pass in order to qualify for her degree- along with that, she was still trying to figure out exactly what she was feeling for Kristoff.

Her phone chimed, signalling the arrival of a new message. She groaned at the sight of the name in the notification that flashed across the screen. Speak of the devil and he shall appear...

She had liked him before, a while ago, back when they were a lot closer. He had been there, the ever present best friend to help her through many things- the manipulative classmates whose words had made her feel like she was lesser than she really was, the horror known as additional mathematics, and dealing with having her heart broken by Hans Westergard. But as school demanded more and more of their time, they had drifted apart, exchanging messages once every few months.

Until now. What prompted his sudden- in her eyes at least- eagerness to chat more often over the phone, she had no idea, but it was so, so hard to keep her from getting her hopes up that hey, maybe he's interested? Maybe it might work out this time?

She rolled her eyes, setting her phone aside. She had to go get ready, class would be starting in an hour. "She's probably already in college..." Anna found herself murmuring.

Wait, why was she even thinking about that right now? She sighed, curling back up in her blanket. Going straight from one problem to another. What a great way to start the morning.

She had always known that she wasn't completely straight, but really, this was terrible time for her to start questioning her sexuality. She hadn't even meant to, honestly. But talking with Astrid that day- let's just say one thing led to another and led to the realisation that hey, maybe she did like her a little more than a normal friend should?

One of the reasons for this late realisation was because how she felt for her, was kind of different from how she would normally feel when she developed a crush on a boy. Sure, it was slightly different for each guy she had had feelings for, but she knew how to recognise the symptoms.

She'd brushed it off as simple curiosity at first. Sure, maybe it wasn't exactly normal to wonder how soft her lips would feel but it was Anna, and she had never been kissed before, it was normal to fantasize about how a kiss might feel, right?

Granted, normally, those fantasies were with boys.

They were pretty close, and perfectly comfortable with skinship. Well, most of the girls in her class were, actually. Snotlout would not stop complaining about how the girls would not stop hugging each other, and generally being very touchy with each other.

Anna sat on her lap whenever she could because Astrid had really nice thighs that just made for a really comfortable seat, and sitting on her lap meant that she could cuddle Astrid all the more easily, and Astrid's eyes looked really pretty up close.

Her lips also looked really soft and kissable-

Anna shook her head quickly, pushing the image out of her brain. She could feel her cheeks start to burn. That was dangerous territory. She wasn't even sure if Astrid liked girls, now was not the time to think about how she could have easily leaned down and kissed her while she was sitting on her lap and abort abort abort.

"I'm so screwed." Anna groaned, rolling around on the bed.