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#44 The edge of desire. (Logan for haley.)

"Haley, they can't make you do that." Logan says angrily.

"They're my parents, Logan. I have to go where they are going and they decided to go to New York so that means-."

"This is so unfair." He punches the wall.

"Logan, calm down." I rest my hand on his shoulder. He lets out a sigh and turns back around to face me.

"What about me?" His voice cracks. "What if you'll forget about me?" He says silently. "There, I said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me." I cup his cheek and softly press my lips on his.

"That will never happen." I whisper. I wrap my arms around his torso and burry my face in his neck. He lets out a sigh and hugs me back. I take in his scent and start sobbing softly. "I'm gonna miss you so much Logie."

"I'm going to miss you too." He kisses the top of my head and I look up at him. He takes one arm off me and wipes the tears away that had piled in his eyes. I do the same. "When, when are you-?"

"Tomorrow."

"Tomorrow already?!" He sighs.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be, you didn't decide about all of this." He pulls me close again. My phone starts ringing. At first I didn't want to pick up but it just kept going. I sigh and pick up the phone.

"Hello?"

"Haley, where are you? You have stuff to pack." My mom's voice came through the phone.

"I'll be home in a few." Without saying anything else, I end the call. "I have to go." Logan nods. He leans down and kisses me.

"Just remember that- that I love you." He never told me that before but I knew exactly what to say to him.

"I love you too." He kisses me again. Probably the last time...ever. Our lips part and I hug him tight. We stood there for what felt like forever, but forever wasn't long enough. "Bye Logan." I whisper.

"Goodbye beautiful." I open the door and leave. I can't believe I'm never gonna see him again. Why did he have to tell me he loves me? This just makes everything so much harder. I love him too though. I get in my car, already missing him. I drive home and enter the house. I announce my presence by slamming the door, hard.

"Where were you?" My mom practically yells at me as she sees me walking through the house.

"I was with Logan." I answer, holding back the tears that had returned.

"Oh." Her voice was softer now. "How did he take the news?"

"How do you think he took it?" I snap. "I had a perfect life here and you're just taking that away from me."

"This promotion is huge for your dad."

"I know, I know, he's job means everything. Everything is always about his damn job. But why do I always have to be involved in that? I don't work for that company. Sometimes I think he loves his job more than he loves me."

"That is not true. Your dad loves you dearly."

"Oh please." I scoff and disappear to my room.

Why can't I just stay in L.A.. I sigh, turn on some music and continue packing. I had no way out of this so might as well give in. Around 8pm everything was packed. I go downstairs to get some dinner and immediately go to my room again. I take my laptop and play on it till I decide to go to sleep. Hours past and I still didn't get any sleep, all I could think of was Logan.

Logan's P.O.V.

I can't believe Haley is leaving tomorrow. I'm never gonna see her beautiful face again, never hold her precious body again, never feel her soft lips again. I sit down on the couch and take my phone. I go through all the pictures we've taken. Haley used to love taking pictures of us. Capture our memories.