L A B I N G - A N I M
WARNING: A light rated R content is ahead. If you're not comfortable, you can skip the part. (just a light spg)
King's Point of View
As I watched her walking away with me, my tears also starts to fall. I was hurt. Two months without her concerns felt like stabbing knives on my back and no plan to take it back. Pinulot ko ang sapatos na inihagis niya sa akin at naglakad palabas bitbit ito.
Ano bang akala ni Margarette? Siya lang ang nasasaktan? Nasasaktan din ako. I already told her that I don't have plans to break up with her, but what just she did? She let herself to fed the news she watched last two months ago. She should ask me why. I have lot of explanations. But she's not giving me chances.
Every day pass feels like burning in hell. I was always looking for her. Kapag late siya sa trabaho, nag-aalala ako. Kaya pinapacontact ko kaagad siya kay Mr. Garcia. Minsan ay natatraffic siya kaya daw wala pa. Tapos pagdating niya ay pagagalitan ko siya para hindi niya makalimutan na nandito pa rin ako at nag-eexist. Ganoon din ang ginagawa ko sa trabaho niya. Kahit sobrang perfect at talagang pumasa sa standards ko, ipapaulit ko sa kanya makausap ko lang siya.
Dumiretso na ako sa sasakyan ko at nanatili ako doon. Hindi ko alam kung saan dapat umuwi. Gusto ko sana sa bahay pero alam kong tulog na ang mga tao roon. Kay Vienna? Hindi kami maayos ngayon. Nalaman niyang magkasama kami ni Margarette sa trabaho at nagalit siya. I also already explained that it's just a work. Pero hindi siya nakinig.
Nagdrive ako pauwi ng condo ko. Pagpasok ko ay agad bumalik sa alaala ko ang mga memorya kasama si Margarette.
I saw a picture of her dancing sexy walking towards me while a sexy smile form on her lips. I smiled as she reach me and sat on my lap. She kissed on my forehead and whispered. "I love you." Repeatedly until I absorb the words she wanted to said. I kiss her on her lips and we end up laughing at each other.
Another scene I saw is when my eyes landed on the kitchen. She's wearing my sando and only her underwear left under my sando. She's cooking breakfast while I was lying on the couch watching her and taking her photos. She's swaying her hips together with her humming sounds. I laugh and walk towards her and hug her at the back. "So sexy." I whispered and kissed her on her nape. She giggled and try to reached for my face and kiss my cheeks. "I love you more." I chuckled and follow what she's doing while hugging her back.
When I enter my room, I saw another memory and that's what makes my tears started to flow.
She's moaning my name while I was entering her in the fast phase. I was so happy that this is happening on us. This is her first and I'll make it more memorable for her. "I love you!" She said while the sheet of my bed was rolling inside her fists. I kissed her and make more fast until we reach our peak. "Happy Birthday." I whispered on her ear while I was hugging her. This is her first time and the last time we did that. She's smiling while her eyes closed. "Thank you." She rolled to face me and kiss me again until it happened again.
Memories are continuously running on my mind. Para akong kinakain ng sarili kong bahay. Lahat na lang ay naaalala ko. Hindi ba pwedeng tama na? Araw-araw na lang. At araw-araw ko na lang din bang sasabihin sa sarili ko na hindi ko naman talaga ginusto to? That I have to do it to salvage one's life.
I jut let myself to be drown in memories until I fell asleep.
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I'm heading now into our location while holding a cup of coffee. Maaga pa at wala pa ko sa wisyo. Maaga akong pumasok para icheck ang ginagawa namin.
I was awaken last night by her words. Akala ko kasi ay makukuha ko ng tuluyan ang atensyon niya kapag ginawa ko ang mga bagay na yun. Yes. Those materials I used is not trustworthy. It's because I am waiting for her to ask me why I used those materials. But unfortunately, she's just observing and doing nothing. Dahil hindi talaga forte ng Margarette ko na makialam.
