She Rises

Chapter 24

Hey guys, I would like you to know, that this chapter is not edited yet. So, please be patient on this one.

Jace P.O.V.

She ran away, after I told her I love her, and she told me she loves me. What the hell just happened. I was too stunned to move. I see Andrew come in. "Dude, what the hell happened? I just saw your girl running out of here, crying." He comes over to me, trying to snap me out of my thoughts. "I have no clue. I told her I love her, and she told me that she loves me, and then says, "Because I love you, I have to let you go. I'm sorry." And with that she left. "I have no idea what she meant." I put my head in my hands. "Hey, bro, I hate to tell you this, but if you love her, you should probably go after her." I look at him. "Well, shit!" with that I run out of the house. Looking every which way, I don't know where she could have gone. Ugh! I don't know! I call and call and call, but I get nowhere. It starts to get late. I decide to go home. Maybe she needs some time alone. I will call her in the morning.

Haseya P.O.V.

I end up going back home. Everyone is asleep by the time I get there. I run up the stairs and go straight to bed, crying my eyes out. I love that boy so much, and I run away from him. What the hell is wrong with me? I need something to help me, I need to talk to someone. I know just how to do it. I find the peyote. I need to see her. I can't do this without her. I go up to my room, and get in my pajamas. I sit down, and my phone is ringing, going off the hook. I don't want to talk to anyone right now. I can't deal with it. As I lay down, I smoke a little.

*Vision*

"Haseya, my love. What are you doing?" I hear my mom's voice, and see her beautiful face. "I needed to see you mom. I'm in love with Jace, and I can't be. It will only hurt me in the end. Everyone I love so deeply, I lose. I lost you, I lost dad, and I don't want to lose Jace. So, I feel the best thing to do is cut it off now, before it gets any further." I tell her. Tears falling from my eyes. "Do you really think that is what's best? Running away?" she tells me. "Mom, I can't lose him. I love him." I tell her. "He loves you too. I don't think he is going anywhere. Please, be safe, I love you." With that she leaves.

*End of Vision*

No, no, no. This is not happening! I need to talk to her some more, but there is only one way for that and it's not good. It's not meant to be smoked all the time. Just a little here and there. I might be able to hide it though, no one has to know. Right? I can keep it under control. That's what I'll do, I don't need to break up with Jace, I just need to smoke and have my mom. The best of both worlds, right? I know my logic doesn't make sense, but to me it does. With that, I go to sleep, and have a dreamless night.

I wake up the next day, feeling new. I call Jace, because, we need to talk. I get showered, dressed and ready for the da y. I take a deep breath, and dial his number. He answers on the first ring. I guess he was waiting. "Haseya, oh my gosh, are you ok? What happened last night?" he asks, sounding worried. I mean, wouldn't you be too? "Jace, I'm so sorry about last night. It's that, I got scared. I just don't want to lose the ones I love so dearly, and your one of them. Please, meet me at the diner we always go to? I would love to talk to you in person." I ask him. Nervous of his answer. "Of course, babe I will meet you there in an hour. Talk to you soon!" He says, sounding happy. "See you soon" I tell him and hang up. Now, I just have to mentally prepare myself for this one. Wish me luck.

Hey Peaches, I know this isn't the best chapter, but the next one should be really good.

What do you think of her logic?

Does she make sense to you?

Tell me what you think!

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