Hello.
Fuck this day. I'm tired even I didn't do anything all day long. I wake up every morning feeling so hopeless, like nothing ever goes right and wondering why my life has to be such a mess. At hindi nya kailangang ipamukha sakin yun. He doesn't know how worthless he made me feel. I thought he could ease my pain not make it hundred times worse.
Now I understand why some people makes the person they love the most hate them. It's because of sacrificing. Hiding the truth. They say, "Hurt with the truth but never comfort with a lie" Wtf is that? Hindi kailangang gamitin yan palagi. I believe that some things are better left unsaid. Lalo na't kung wala kang option at kasiyahan nya lang ang iniisip mo.
It's hard for him to let me go? Then it's harder for me! But it's the only way I know to spare him from suffering and to save my heart from dying. Hindi ko maaatim na makita syang nasasaktan din nang dahil sakin.
I'm Sorry, Diary. I'm hiding what I'm feeling from them and I'm tired of holding this inside my head so I need to share this with you.
-Hoonie
Day92/Friday
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HIS DIARY √ soonhoon [editing]
Short StoryHe left him without uttering a single word. He don't want to, but he had to. Living in pain and suffering for a year, Soonyoung became numb. The warmth in his heart died as well as the kind person he was. After knowing the tragedy ahead, Jihoon came...
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