Dear Diary, Book 2, Bitter Sweet...

Friday, 16th December 2016 - To Talk, Or Not to Talk?

Friday, 16th December 2016 - To Talk, Or Not to Talk?

Dear Diary

Prey and Intruder woke up significantly early today. While they had done almost no talking to each other yesterday, they did not stop today. Essentially, from the moment they woke up to the moment that they fell asleep.

This also meant that I was free to talk to them on each of my separate profiles. As much as I enjoyed talking to Prey, I was now seeing that there was almost no point to continue talking to either of them.

It's purpose had been to try and split them up, but that definitely wasn't working.

In Intruder's case in particular, I was becoming more of an online friend to her than anything, and that was definitely something I was trying to avoid. How would I be able to perform any of the actions to either of them if I knew that doing so would be hurting my friend? The action which I needed to take seemed logical to me. Obviously, I had to stop talking to her and continue working on ways to end the relationship.

I wanted to tear them apart, and it certainly wasn't doing that.

However, I did wonder what I was going to do about Prey. I certainly enjoyed talking to him, and I wanted to continue doing so. However, I also suspected that doing so may begin to undermine our relationship when it actually did start. For instance, how would I be able to ask him anything if I already knew the answers to everything.

I decided that I would stop messaging both of them using my profiles today. It seemed to be the best choice.

I hoped that it was the best choice.