Attraction | V.N Y.K [Book 1] ✔️

Chapter 18

I woke up the next morning to feel someone gently running their fingers through my hair. I immediately know who it is and a small smile falls on my face.

"Yay, Yuri's awakee~" Viktor whispers. I laugh a little and open my eyes to see his beautiful blue ones right in front of me. I blush but nervously laugh it off.

"Good morning, Viktor." I say, running a hand through my hair. I trace one of my fingers over his cheek and he puts his hand on my hip.

"Good morning, moye solntse."

I feel confusion rise inside of me at his words and I make an even more confused face.

"What does that mean, Viktor?" I ask.

He lightly laughs but then inches forward, planting his lips on mine for a second. He pulls away and then smiles at my somewhat shocked face.

"I'm not gonna tell you."

I make a pout face at his tease and he laughs, pulling me closer to him. He sighs in contentment.

"Go back to sleep, Yuri. I wanna cuddle more."

Just then a thought crosses my mind.

What are we?

I mean, I love him, that's for sure. We've kissed a few times and last night had a full-fledged make out session.. plus we've overnight cuddled two times.

That sounds exactly like a couple.

But he never said anything. Never said he wanted us to be more than what we are now or that he was even remotely interested in me.

So then.. What am I to him?

I feel sadness fill my body at the thought of just being an experiment. I mean, he wouldn't do that, right?

I gently squirm out of Viktor's hold and sit up, getting up and out of bed.

"Noo, Yurii.." Viktor whines. "I wanna cuddle moree~"

I feel my heart tug at his adorable attitude but ignore it, grabbing a pair of athletic pants and a dark red t shirt. I grab my glasses and start to walk towards the door to change in the bathroom.

"Yuri, what? Just change in here." He says. I feel a large blush cross my cheeks but then anxiety hits me.

My body isn't good enough for him.

He'll be disgusted.

"No, I'll just go in the bathroom.." I laugh nervously, walking out of the room and then into the hall. "I have to take a shower anyways."

I walk into the bathroom that's connected to my bedroom and close the door, sighing. I rip off my clothes and turn on the shower, making sure it's the right temperature before getting in and closing the curtain.

I run shampoo through my hair as many different thoughts and questions flow through my brain.

What am I to Viktor?

I need to know.

..but I'm not brave enough to ask him.

I sigh. Damn, I really hate being shy.

Once I'm done with everything I need to do I turn off the water, climbing out of the tub and then reaching for my clothes.