Attraction | V.N Y.K [Book 1] ✔️

Chapter 48

It all happened in a blur.

I was skating, pouring my heart out. My legs in harmony to the music, my emotions pouring out as I landed all but one of my jumps.

It felt right.

But all of a sudden, I no longer felt calm and at peace. It was like in an instant, everything came crashing back down on top of me and I was drowning.

This song.. This skate; It reminded me of one person and one person only. It seemed to describe our journey, everything we've been through, all of the hardships yet all of the happiness.

Happiness.

Viktor's my happiness. What if I ruined everything? What if by saying I needed more time and by calling him pitiful and phony he leaves? What.. What am I supposed to do then?

He can't leave.

He loves me.
..right?

I latch my eyes shut, spinning for a final time and skating out a bit more of my step sequence before I approach my final jump.

How do I prove to him that I do love him?

That the only reason I'm alive right now is because of him? That I want every moment of my life to end with him and him only staying by my side?

How..?

I get into stance, glancing over to see Viktor's shocked expression before leaping into it, getting all four of my rotations in before hitting the ice, my hip slightly sore although I stand right back up and finish.

"A quadruple flip!"

"He didn't land it, but got all rotations in!"

I smile to myself, spinning a bit before finishing, reaching my hand out towards Viktor and scrunching up my eyebrows a bit when I see his head in his hands.

Is he angry..?

I stand still for a moment, smiling when I see him sprint over to the kiss and cry and stare into my eyes.

I skate towards him, laughing.

"I did great, right?" I giggle. He simply nods, walking towards me a bit and catching me by surprise when he rests his hand on the back of my hand, and leaning forward.

He closes his eyes, his lips crashing onto mine as our feet separate from the ice and we fly through the air.

In the past, all I wanted was for Viktor to prove to me, and really prove to me, how much he loves me and is willing to express it.

He had said he didn't want to make us public to his fans, for the sake of both our careers.

I was hurt by this, but didn't say anything.
I'm sure he noticed.

Is this his way of proving it?

Kissing me in front of the world?

Well..
It finally worked.

We hit the ice, him pulling away as the crowd roars and he straddles me, one hand on each side of my head.

He laughs a bit, leaning down to rest his head on my chest.

"That was the only thing I could think of to surprise you more than you surprised me,"

I giggle, staring into his eyes as he pushes himself back over top of me and smiles.

"It worked."

He chuckles, leaning down and pressing his lips to mine for a split second before pulling back and helping me up.

With a blushing face, we interlock fingers and walk towards the scoreboards, awaiting my score.

I end up placing second after Phichit, and I congratulate him before Viktor and I walk out of the rink, towards our hotel room.

"I love you Yuri."

I rest my head on his shoulder, squeezing his hand a bit tighter as I breathe out a shaky sigh.

I almost wanted to cry again.

"I love you." I respond, rubbing soothing circles onto the back of his hand. "Really, I do,"

We reach our room, him walking in first as I close the door and walk towards the bed.

"Hey, Viktor, are we gonna stay here another night or-"

I'm cut off as he grabs my wrist, pulling me back towards him and hugging me tight.

"We'll stay another night." Viktor whispers, kissing my hair.

I blush, wrapping my arms around his waist.

"O-Okay."

Suddenly, I feel my shoulder becoming damp and gasp, pulling away to see him, indeed, crying.

He's been crying a lot lately.. What's up with him?

"Viktor.." I say, my voice cracking as I reach my hand forward and gently wipe a few tears from under his eyes.

"I was so scared," He sobs, resting his face into my palm and closing his eyes, forcing more to fall. "I-I thought you were breaking up with m-me, my heart honestly felt as if it were being stabbed a th-thousand times over,"

"Viktor," I whisper again, my eyes hooding a bit as I feel my heart rip in half. He was really that scared of losing me?

"You and skating are the only things in life I can't lose," He sniffles, sighing. "I just can't."

I smile, pulling away to stare into his bright blue irises as I brush a stray hair from his eye.

"You won't." I whisper, leaning forward. "I'll make sure of one thing- you will never, ever lose skating."

Ever so gently, I press my lips to his as I run my fingers through his soft hair and wrap my legs around his waist. He hoists me up, his hands running up and down my back as he pushes my against the wall.

I slip off my glasses, resting them on the table next to us as he carries me to the bed. He lays me down, resting his hand on my cheek and pulling back slightly.

"Yuri." He whispers, a faint laugh slipping past his lips as his eyes hood over a bit. "My Yuri."

I blush, sitting up and flipping us around, straddling him as I smile softly.

"My Viktor." I cooed, kissing his cheek.

"..Yuri?" He whispers, his cheek heating up a bit.

"Mmm?" I respond, my eyes closed as I rest my head on his shoulder.

"Could.. Could you make love to me..?"

My eyes open, them widening as I pull back, staring into his eyes and blushing.

I take a moment, biting my lip as the heat on my face expands.

I smile,
nodding.

"I'd love to, Viktor."

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guys dun worry i'll give u your top!yuri smuts next chapter

guys
the angst is coming
and a wHOLE LOT OF IT
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