Attraction | V.N Y.K [Book 1] ✔️

Face Reveal?

Hi guys.

So lately I've been real bad with depression.

Like, really really bad.
Suicidal thoughts, I'm saying.

I've been trying to love myself, but it isn't working. I'm trying to sing and write to get over it, but I have no motivation. My grades are dropping tremendously, I'm losing a bunch of friends, and my aunt was just diagnosed with a sickness in which she only has a little bit left to live.

Nothing's working out.

Plus, the boy I'm falling in love with and happens to be the only person who makes me smile anymore is a German exchange student. (I live in America.) which means he's moving back to Germany in less than 5 months.

So yeah, things are rough right now.

I'm sorry i'm not updating any of my books. Really, i'm honestly truly sorry.

But I just feel like I'm crappy at everything I do right now, and that includes writing.

So, as an i'm sorry, i'm just going to give you guys one thing you haven't had at all yet- a face reveal.

Maybe this'll help out, somehow, with this goddamn awful self consciousness.

these are like the only two photos i actually like of myself 😂😂😂😂

Welp yeah. there you go.
love you guys,,

-jordan💙💿