Attraction | V.N Y.K [Book 1] ✔️

Chapter 37

A/n: My entire body feels like shit from track someone kelp
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I stretch out my slightly sore legs, scrunching my face a little and listening to the loudspeakers as they boom out almost incoherent sentences and words.

They state that our Free Programs will begin in five minutes, and I could already feel my body getting nervous again. Except, this time, it was worse.

I felt decently confident with my Eros skate, considering I had practiced that one lots of times and plus I had won with it today. But in the end, how was I going to do with Yuri on Ice? How would it turn out? Would I just embarrass myself; as always?

Even though I pushed myself hard for this one, and I know that this performance isn't that huge of a deal, I'm still freaking out. People are still observing. And Viktor.. He's still my coach. I can't..

I can't embarrass him.

I hear the loudspeakers stating that it was time to start, so I let out a large, drawn out breath before walking out and into the rink.

I look around, confusion beginning to cover my face.

Where's Viktor..?

Just as I'm looking, I notice Minami waving frantically at me, while also sending thumbs ups and dazzling smiles.

But..

No.

I need to focus on myself right now.

I turn away, then walking over to the edge of the rink where I finally caught Viktor staring at me and seeing Minami looking very sad and disappointed from afar.

I felt a little bad, but.. Barely.

I begin to stretch my legs, my breathing becoming heavier as I then notice how abnormally silent my boyfri- I mean coach, is being.

"V-Viktor? What's wro-"

"How can you do that, Yuri?" He asks sharply, catching me by surprise. I show a shocked expression.

"Wh-what..?" I ask.

"How can you motivate yourself if you don't motivate others?" He asks, his face seeming angry. My eyes widen at his tone and I stop stretching, my body completely still.

"I'm disappointed in you."

My eyes flash open at his words, my heart beginning to speed up as that last sentence runs through my brain on repeat.

Before I have time to respond, he slams my skate guards down on the rink wall, then walking off. And I just stand there, my eyes wide, heart hammering inside of my chest with a sick feeling in my stomach.