Where I belong.

Part 10-Love is beautiful

We sat down and ordered nothing fancy, just something to fill us up.
"Gwen. You are still so beautiful." He said.
"Thank you,baby. I may have changed a bit from the stress."
"Stress more,it looks good on you." He joked.

He has a very good sense of humor.  I missed that about him, a lot. When our orders came, all we could do is eat but also admire each other and be thankful that we have each other. He looked so attractive tonight. He always has. His amazing body, his inviting smile.  I was the luckiest girl in the world.

It was time to go. He paid the bill and we hopped into the van. I could hear the creaking and hoped we would make it back home safe. The dark freaked me out a bit. I lost my parents in the dark and my man almost died in the dark.

We made it safely and we had some food for grandmama too. To our surprise she wasn't asleep. She sat on the couch watching television.

"Hey grandma." Said Bandz
"My son."
"We got you some food. We will prepare it for you."
" I could never say no to restaurant food."

I walked in and sat beside her.

"You look happy grandmama."
"When you are this happy. It touches me too."

I held her hand tightly and rest my head on her bosom.

"The late dinner is ready." Bandz walked in pretending to be a waiter."
"Waiter, there seems to be something wrong with my order." Said grandma
"What might that be?"
"I don't see any chocolates."

"Oh wait that's right." I interrupted and went to fetch the chocolates.
"Now that's what I'm talking about." laughed grandma.

We had the best night ever but it was time for bed. I had a busy day tomorrow. Mr. Smith's extremely wealthy brother was coming to the farm tomorrow so everything had to be spick and span.

I tucked grandma into her bed.
"I love you grandmama."
"I love you too my sweet baby."

And before I knew it she was asleep.

I went into my room to find the bed already prepared for me to just slip in. Bandz was in the bathroom. So I slipped into bed and just as I was falling asleep he walked in and locked the door.

I know I had to rest but his bare chest was calling my name. He had grown. I have known that chest through all its phases but now it was so manly.

"Don't you miss it?" He asked.
" Miss what?"
"You know..."
"You are such a dirty boy." I sat up and smirked.
"Come on baby. You know you love it."
"Haha, not tonight."
"When then?"
"When I feel like it."

We had not made love since we were 20. It used to be so great. I just don't know how it would be now. Besides, I was tired but all that started disappearing when he climbed into bed and held me close to him.

I could feel him wanting me but I ignored him.

"Mhmm baby. You still feel so good." He said in a sleepy voice.

I felt myself wanting him and I was going to give myself to him. After all...it had been 5 years since he explored me intimately.