BABAE AKO di lang halata (FINISHED)

29th Chapter

I can't move.

I can't talk.

I can't walk.

I just want to stop the time and let ourselves feel this moment.

This moment that you are staring with each other and full of love.

Uh, did I say LOVE?

Bullshit!

Kumurap ako. Naalala ko bigla yung ginawa nila ni Jessica.

Tiningnan ko si Meg, at nakita kong nakatingin sya samin ni Kris. Naghihintay ng susunod na mangyayari.

"Meg, labas ka muna." sabi ko. Tumango naman siya at lumabas agad ng bahay.

Tiningnan ko ulit si Kris, "What are you doing here?" tanong ko.

"Bringing you some flowers. I guess." sabi niya. Kahit kailan talaga ang hangin. Pati sa pagsasalita.

"I don't need that. I'm not dead either." sabi ko.

"I'm not here to start some fight and argue with you, Amber. I'm here to say sorry. And besides, I'm not thinking of you as a dead person. For pete's sake, Amber. These flowers are not for dead persons. These flowers are for you." sabi niya.

"Really. But you killed me.." sabi ko.

Biglang nanlaki mata niya. Bago pa sya magsalita ay inunahan ko na sya, "You killed me with all of your damn lies! Now, get out before I call securities." sabi ko at tumalikod.

"Amber, I'm really sorry. I loved her. And now, I love you. I really do. Please, come back to me." sabi niya.

"You loved her? And now you're in love with me? That's bullshit!" lumingon ako sakaniya, "Or maybe, you loved her. And still, you are." sabi ko.

Umiling siya, "Amber, please. Don't make this hard for me. For you. I know, Amber. I know. You still love me. And I feel the same way, too. I love you even more." sabi niya.

Napasmirk ako, "Then prove it." sabi ko at umakyat na. Iniwan ko siya sa taas.

Akala niya madadaan niya ko sa mga pabulaklak niya. Asa siya. Puso ko lang namatay. Pero nabubuhay na ulit. Huwag nalang sana niya kong guluhin. Pero diba sinabi kong PROVE IT. Pero knowing Kris, hindi naman mag aaksaya ng oras yun. Ang taas kaya ng pride nun. Lalo na yung ego niya, ayaw nyang natatapakan. Tss. Whatever.

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Free cut kami kasi may meeting ang mga prof. Pero nag stay nalang kami dito sa classroom. Kaming lima, syempre. Kasama si John at Key.