i'll always be around

tensions gone

Today was a truly crazy day, and those of you who experienced it with me will agree.
The group chat has been pretty tense recently, and I decided it was time to ask about what the hell was going on.
Everyone else had noticed it, they just didn't know what to say.
So, we talked about it.
Now, we're closer than ever.
I love all of you guys, more than anything.
I'm going to write a little note to each of you, in ALPHABETICAL order. (I'm giving you all a promo btw, everyone check out their accounts.)

Anni: You're so cute ?! I'm actually jealous. You're so smol, and all I want to do is wrap my arms around you and hold you as we yee each other into insanity. You're so innocent yet so... not ?? I'm not making any sense. Anyway, yeah, I love you a hell of a lot. Also, thanks for making the cover of this book.
-illicitlove

Charli: Tbh Charli, we don't really talk. But I love you just the same! You always say the weirdest things, ngl, but I love your cats. Blue is so ! I always laugh my ass off when you talk about how they hurt you. I know that's kind of bad but tbh it's so hilarious. Also, #muffins ! You're so pretty ?! Honestly, don't forget that. Love you !
-behindthesea

Ellie: Elllllllllllllllie, it's all thanks to you that I got caught up in this crazy rat family. You are so sweet, and I hope you remember that. You're so good to talk to, and I never have to hold back when I'm talking to you. I'm sorry that sometimes I get crazy emotional. I'm sorry that sometimes I get really caught up in ELEANLEE! Thank you for always being there for me. You're so cute and wholesome ! Love you so much !
-eloquent

Erin: Fuckin' time zones. You live so far away, and that really puts a barrier between us. But ever since I joined the gc, you were so sweet. You were the one to really make me feel like part of the family right away, and thanks to you, I'm as comfy around everyone as I am today. I'd really like for us to get closer. Thank you for always being so cute and supportive. Ilysm!
dreamerunderskies

Immy: You always make me laugh until I'm on the urge of pissing myself. At first, it was pretty awkward between us, but I feel like we've gotten a lot closer. You're so cute and you have good taste in movies. We should definitely talk more. #muffins tbh lowkey went cannon! Love youuuuuuu !
starrydanyul

Kyls: Kylee, my dude. I said it was all thanks to Ellie that I'm here where I am today, but truly it was your fault. I commented on your book, and Ellie was compelled to text me. So, thanks. You're such a good, pure, wholesome (yet kinky) person. You're so beautiful that it pains me to look at pictures of you without getting jealous. You're so sweet and I wouldn't have had the courage to start fixing the tension between everyone without you. Thank you, I love you.
ASTRODODIE

Mols: Molllllllllllly. I love you, dude. You're so sweet and we haven't really had an awkward moment where there's nothing to talk about... yet. You're absolutely stunning and we have to meet up soon, because I just want to hug you and save you from your problems. You're so strong, and I want you to remember that ! I love you a helluva lot, thank you for helping me. (also... monni oml)
-themoonsong

Peej: <4 I honestly don't know what to write about you, because I've already told you everything and I hate to be this repetitive. You're such a perfect rat. I love you so much. Don't you ever be sad again, you know how it feels to be happy, and why wouldn't you want to stay happy? Just kidding, I know it's hard to control, but since you have me, I hope you're sad much less often. I love you. A lot.
planetpoetry

Rosie: You sleep a lot, and I hope your ear isn't infected. Girl, you text the most during school and it makes me happy to see someone being active during school so I can have an excuse to be on my phone. Your dogs are my life, ngl. You're gorgeous! You make me laugh a ton, and I want to thank you for that. Love you !
pitifulphan

The point is, I love all of you. We got through this rough patch, and if needed, we will get through it again.
I'm so glad I met you guys.
So, so glad.
You honestly saved me.
I don't know if I would be here, where I am today, without you.
I got help.
I reached out, and I'm helping others now because of you guys.
I can't tell you how much I love you, because there's no true way to explain infinity.
Thank you for being so great.
Thank you for rescuing me.
Thank you for loving me.
I love you guys.
Have a goodnight.
Stay save and stay alive,
Chlo E.
x

(Tbh this is longer than all of the chapters in my book, I'm-)