i'll always be around

words ??

Tbh I've been struggling to form words recently... can anyone relate? I want to write, and I have so many ideas and things that I could do, but I just can't write! I don't know what's going on... but I just can't form words to even put together a poem made up of 3-15 lines? Today I dragged a pencil across my notebook and it turned into a shape, and eventually I just started drawing. Not drawing... doodling. I'm definitely not artistic in anyway, I'm just full of thoughts and ideas. When I can't write, my hand spazzes out and forms a few lines and little doodles on the page. So, that's what I was doing during class today.

I had day two of softball tryouts today, and they actually went really well! I was catching really well and I bat well too. I'm pretty exhausted and ready for this week to be over, although it's only Tuesday.

After I got home from practice, I was just empty and sick of everything. I apologize to anyone I snapped at, I was in a bad mood.

I'm still not feeling the best, but I'm going to head off to bed soon and get some (hopefully) good sleep tonight.

I love every single one of you with all of my heart.

Goodnight.

x