i'll always be around

an actual indirect

hi. you might read this, you might not.

hmm, i don't know where i'm going with this.

i guess i do know. i like you.

i actually have real romantic crushy bloopy feelings for you.

but, i really, really, really, hate this long distance bullshit.

i don't want to date someone who's so far away... again.

it just doesn't work for me.

i stay up at night thinking about you. (wow i'm a CREEP)

your stupid hair that's just a little too long, just a little too shaggy.

your cute smile and the way that your eyes squint when you laugh.

your little awkward things you do when you don't know how to respond to a text.

that hoodie that you always wear.

the way you have so much love for your friends.

just EVERYTHING about you.

it feels good to finally like someone, to finally have feelings again !!!

i kind of hope you feel the same way, but i also don't ??

i want to be best friends.

but... i want to be able to be cute and i want to know that you love me as much as i love you in the /way/ that i love you.

but the whole long distance thing.

I DONT EVEN KNOW AT THIS POINT.

you make me happy. i know that.

i hope i make you happy too.

(can you guess who it's about...? woh mystery)

you thought i was going to reveal it or something ?!?! YOU THOUGHT WRONGGGGGG

wow chlo you're reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally cool