Dear Future Me [COMPLETED]

PDA, PDA!

Simon

"What the hell man?" I ask Paul, glancing at the door where Sophia went in.

"What?" He asks, smirking at me.

"You're just playing her, how am I the only one that sees that?" I growl. I talked to Dan about it and he doesn't believe me.

"Me? I do not play around with girls unlike someone else here," He says, putting a hand on his chest, mocking hurt.

"I do not play around, or at least I haven't since..." I stop when I hear the door opening, "you hurt her I hurt you," I growl to him quietly.

He smirks at me when Sophia asks if they are ready to go.

"Let's get going," He replies, smirking at me as he puts his arm around Sophia, I turn around and go back into my room slamming the door.

"I'm going to the gym," I tell Dan angrily.

"Want me to come." He asks cautiously.

"Not unless you want to be the punching bag," I respond. I don't mean to be rude to him but he gets it.

"I'll see ya later man."  He says flopping down on his bed with his phone in hand, grinning.

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"Rough day?" A guy asks me, I keep punching the bag, I've been at it for half an hour.

"You could say that," I mutter, throwing another punch.

"Let's go grab a drink, after wrapping up your hands of course." He says, I look down at my hands and see my knuckles are split wide open. I look to the punching bag and it's covered in blood.

I didn't even know they were hurt, but they're better than the hurt in my chest, physical pain may not take away the mental pain but it will distract it.

"Alright let's go, I could use a drink," I say, walking towards the locker rooms.

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"Hey there handsome, didn't think I'd see you here." Someone says, wrapping their hands around me from the back.

I turn around and grin at the pretty familiar black-haired girl. "Ya know you've got really pretty eyes." I slur, "do I know you? You look familiar.

I look of hurt flashes across her face but she masks it with a flirty smile. "Not yet you don't, how about we change that hot stuff," She says, licking her bottom lip seductively.

"I think we just might have to, how's about a drink?" I ask, leading her towards the bar.

"Definitely," She says, giving me a smile, a sparkle in her brown eyes.

After a while the guy I came here with, Steve, says he's gonna head out leaving me with the pretty black-haired girl. "Hey, I don't even know your name, what is it?" I ask her.

"Oh, you'll find out, handsome. Wanna get out of here?" When I nod she smiles and grabs her phone from her purse. "I'll call us a cab, should we go to my room, or yours?"

"Yours, I gotta roommate who wouldn't appreciate our 'activities'." She nods and calls a cab.

"Let's go, handsome, the cabs here." She says, pulling me to the car, as soon as we hop in she jumps onto me and kisses me. I immediately respond and kiss her back. I quickly deepen the kiss.

"Eh hem, we are here," The driver says awkwardly.

"Cmon handsome the sooner we get to my room, the sooner we can finish what we started," The girl says, I flash her a grin and pick up my pace.

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When I wake up I feel like someone is taking a sledgehammer and hitting my head with it from the inside over and over. I feel something on my chest and look down to see a perfectly manicured hand resting across it.

What did I do?

I follow the arm and see, "Jenna?"

Oh fuck I did not.

"Good morning, handsome, ready for another round?" She asks sweetly, turning to me.

"Um, no, definitely not. Listen, I don't really remember much of what I did but whatever I did it was a mistake," I tell her, getting out of the bed, I pull on my clothes as quick as possible.

"Didn't sound like a mistake last night," She says, smiling at what I'm guessing is the memory. I shiver I'm disgust.

I must've been like really, really drunk.

"Listen I didn't mean it I was drunk and trying to forget.It was a one-time thing," I tell her opening the door and stepping out before she can answer.

"What did I do," I mumble, running my hand down the side of my face.

I walk into my room and see Dan is already awake, "Hey where were you?" He asks his eyes on his phone.

"Jenna's room," I grumble, his head snaps towards me.

"Um, what? I think I have a bug inside my head can you say that again?" He says, hitting the side of his head like he's trying to get the bug out.

"Jenna's room," I say again.

"How drunk were you?" He asks, a look of what I can only describe as a mix of amazement and concern on his face.

"I don't remember," I state, grabbing my suitcase and starting to pack.

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"No, we are not changing the driving arrangements," I say, looking at Paul and Sophia.

"Fine, I'll see you later beautiful," Paul says leaning in for a kiss, I turn away in disgust and clench my fists.

"PDA PDA!" Dan shouts as he's walking out.

"Bye babe," Paul says, walking towards the other car.

"Bye," She says breathlessly. Gross.

Not gross, you just wish it was you that did that.

No, I think not, just gross.

Uh-huh, keep thinking that.

You're crazy.

Says the one talking to themself.

I shake my head to get rid of those thoughts, hopping in the driver's seat.

"Guys I'm gonna go to bed, I'm still tired, it's only like seven," Sophia says, yawning.

"Night Soapie." Dan and Brad say in unison. I stay silent.

Again Sophia leans and rests her head on Brad's shoulder.

"This is gonna be a long ride," I mumble.