Jonaxx Secret Files

I wish we could be like Klare and Elijah

Real Life Jonaxx Boy/Girl
Experience
I wish we could be like Klare and Elijah

"I wasn't a fan of Jonaxx stories when he told me he likes me. Nahawa lang ako sa mga kaibigan kong wagas kiligin sa Until Trilogy, Baka Sakali, Alegria Series and other Jonaxx stories.

So, this is my story. My cousin fell in love with me, just one and a half weeks ago. Sinabi niya sakin yung feelings niya nung nakaraan lang, kakasimula ko lang magbasa ng Until he was gone. I was so shocked, akala ko nga nagjo-joke lang siya, but our love went deeper and deeper every day.

Hindi kami ganun ka-close dahil hindi naman kami magkalapit ng tinitirahan. Dati, nag-aral siya sa school ko pero parang 3months lang and then bumalik na siya sakanila. Hindi talaga kami close nun, i call him Kuya because he's like 1 year older than me. Medyo naging close kami nung nagmeet kami after 2 years, nung umalis siya. Debut kasi ng ate niya after ng event nag-swimming kami. I noticed he takes a glance on me for many times. Then umalis na kami dahil, pupunta pa silang Boracay.

Nung October, nagkita ulit kami dahil pumunta yung family niya dito samin dahil namatay yung lola namin. He was trying to be closer to me, kasi inaasar niya yung isa kong pinsan na elementary na may crush sakin. Inaakbayan niya ko, then nung nasa sofa kami (lol) ti-nry niya i holding hands ako i felt awkward, really really awkward. He's always teasing my cousin, then umalis na sila after 1 week bumalik naman sila nung November 1 dahil dadalawin nila yung lola ko.

That's when i started liking him, i tried to stop myself. Iniiwasan ko siya ng sobra. Sobra. Kinikilig na ko nung inaakbayan niya ko lagi, hindi naman pinapansin yun ng family namin kasi nga mag-pinsan kami.

Then, pagkatapos nun wala na kaming communication. Just one and a half week ago, chinat ko siya dahil yung bestfriend ko may parang crush dun sa nilalaro niyang game, growtopia. Sobrang mysterious nung guy, sinabi sakin ng bestfriend ko yung mga sinasabi sa kanya nung crush niya na yun. He was the same with my cousin.

I was so jealous nung tinatanong ko dahil close na sila nung bestfriend ko. Sinagot niya yung tanong ko naglalaro nga daw siya nung game na nilalaro ng bestfriend ko. I asked his username, gladly it's not him. So nag chat kami nagsend ako ng text prank ng jonaxx (kay Elijah). Nagulat ako sa reply niya na ""kung pwede lang maging tayo pero hindi pwede"". My eyes widen, so he likes me too?

""Magpinsan tayo, baliw ka ba?"" i replied. Sabi niya wala naman daw makakaalam kung hindi ko sasabihin sa iba. So yun, halos magkachat kami for 4 days, then sinabi niya na pupuntahan niya daw ako kahit na malayo yung bahay nila sa bahay namin.

So pumunta siya, sobrang naging close kami kahit nandun lang siya samin nagchachat kami. Lagi niya kong hinahawakan sa waist ko. Secretly, sobrang kinikilig talaga ako sakanya.

Nag-iilove you na kami sa isa't isa, nung umuwi siya sakanila i told him don't dare to flirt with other girls, dahil kaya kong pumatay. So yun our love went deeper, he said he doesn't want this to last.

I cried a lot, dahil alam ko namang hindi mangyayari yun, i talked to my best friends. They told me to stop it, before we fell to each other so much. After 2 days nun, ginawa ko dahil natatakot na kong malaman ng family namin.

Nung sinabi ko sakanya na itigil na namin, ayaw niya. Ayaw niyang itigil, it breaks my heart because i know i'm hurting him. I don't want to leave and lose him. It's killing me. I let his words slap my face, i let other's words and opinions slap my face, because i need to let the truth sink in to me, that we can't be.

Halos sobrang tagal namin nag-away sa chat about stopping this forbidden relationship. He told me dapat daw sinabi ko nalang na may boyfriend ako kahit wala naman, dahil lahat ng sinabi ko sakanya he did it. Magbasa ng until trilogy para naman maka-relate sakin. At hindi lumandi sa iba.

It breaks my heart, because i know i've hurted him, pero ayun yung tama. I stopped this forbidden relationship all by myself, because i don't want my family to be the one who's going to stop it.

I wish we could be like Klare and Elijah, because destiny made a way for their forbidden love to be continued, but ours? it just ended. I hope you'll find a better girl, yung pwede sayo, i'll never forget you."

- ervmsoldier